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Recieved: 2001/10/06 05:32
Subject: Re: [K-list] Blockages and nice.......
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent

At 05:12 AM 06/10/01, unit1021ATnospamhotmail.com wrote:
>Hello all,

> It seems like when I clear out the blocks in me, or surrender the
>right stuff. I start glowing in that area. Its like light, but its
>love or nice nice feelings. To me it seems that these areas are like
>a light receiver, when I clear all the emotional mud and junk off it,
>it starts getting the light from the sun that I feel around me,
>(Goddess) and powering up.

    Yeah, pretty much. When the junk is cleared then the love can flow
better, and the freshly scrubbed places glow much brighter than the area
around them. Where stuff is surrendered, energy can flow again... and human
energy must flow or it turns into the dark junk you are clearing out.

> I can then feel this power/love/energy
>start to flow through my body and make it feel good and start healing
>things. Its so new to me.

   The more time you spend surrendering, the sooner you run out of karma
junk and can feel your whole body glowing so bright.

> Actually its so forign to me I found I was hanging on to my bad
>feelings, just because they were so familiar to me, I was afraid to
>let them go. I'd always keep a part of them inside. I found them
>though, and sent them on there way. Feeling good is so strange to
>me...

    We all do it.. get distracted into some kind of drama because it is
familiar. Yeah, it is strange how we resist bliss.

> Right now my stomache area is flowing with energy, every so often I
>have to stop typeing and hold it. My Heart and throat are going
>too.. You know, I think I get what Mystress Angelique said about my
>power chakra now. Surrender everything around it, or, get it all
>cleared up and shiney so it can get the light shining on it and power
>it up... then I can get myself back on the way I'm supposed to be
>going... Cool....

You are going the way you are supposed to be going. Goddess has always
had it handled. Every minute of your life was guided to lead you to here
and now.

> I vaguely remember surenduring freedom, or asking to be free, or
>free to do things I would like to do.. And I got zapped with nice
>energy.. woke me up heh.. Something about this...

   Heh...

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