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Recieved: 2001/10/05 07:26
Subject: [K-list] Other spirits in me+lavander+blocks=wow
From: Unit1021
On 2001/10/05 07:26, Unit1021 posted thus to the K-list:
Hey all,
Well I am seeing this new doctor that uses old european methods for
healing. And I am now taking lavender bath's.. hehe, who would have
thought. Anyways, its really good for me. I'm pretty glad I was led
to her. I'm more grounded now, calmer. Able to think more clearly.
Well anyways I'm half asleep/awake again learning about how to make
things work by giving them away and just doing it for any outcome.
And I did something silly in my thoughts. I remember something about
cheese and the end of the joke was "I'm a damn mouse see?" Or
something like this. I thought it was funny, but aparently something
else did too... I heard this cackling gravely laugh, like from
someone who smokes way way to much... and its not me...
stop...listen....
Uhhh....
Feel around carefully in my thoughts...there is someone here... I
can feel it..
Right now I'm thinking of how to deal with this... Not concentrating
on it to much...
Uhh...hmmm...
go away..
RRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIP! ZING!
And its like something that was sitting around inside of me just ran
out of me at a million miles an hour. Whoa!
"Goddess Goddess! Go get that thing! It just left! Get it before it
gets away!" I remember its energy pattern and send that up..
handled.... Whew...
I cannot believe this. I feel like I have more room in my self for
me now. This thing was taking up so much room and doing nothing but
causing me problems. And it was not an emotion or block. I'm getting
used to those now. How the hell did it get there? Damn spirits!
Anyone have any info on this stuff?
I'm just glad that I was calm enough to "hear" it over the other
noise in my thoughts. I like lavender baths now...
Cool, I feel pretty good now... More like me. More room for thoughts
and other things. But I am noticing that my thoughts are gaining a
strength to them. Not because of me, but because I feel Goddess has
my back now. I mean I used to have some really bad things in me and
they would not leave me alone no matter how much I demanded or
pleaded or whatever... now just "go away" works... RIGHT ON!! I like
Goddess's. I like K-lists's. I like all of this stuff.
<About an hour later>
WHOA! That thing gone I can think really really clear now, I just
exploded about 3 more emotion blocks. I think you absolutly have to
explode them for them to be gone. I give them up, I dont think about
them, but unless I talk to them, find out the reasons and resolve
them, they tend to stick around and pop back up. I wish I could
attach the feeling of what exploding blocks is like. Its, hehe,
its ... well its pretty much orgasmic x1000 hehe. But its your spirit
that feels it. Not your body. When I get the blocks past the bad part
and do the finishing talk and smoothing everything out and
explaining, I can feel it build up, it starts glowing, I can feel the
energy building more and more and more.. Then I know when I really
got it down when it starts going on its own, and I start feeling
really really good, things get really bright.. I lift it up and..
BANG!
It explodes in a shower of beatifull things. Every one is different.
Doves, colorfull fish, ice shards, butterflies, sometimes its a mix
of a lot of things.
RUUUUUUSH!
I feel the energy of the explosion fill me up with tremendious
amounts of beautiful energy as it passes though me with the crystals
or whatever it happens to be. I cant think, I just feel sooo good.
Like whatever has been twisted inside me has been taken away and
showered with light and good and colors. I go in and dig for the
block... I feel the new feelings.. Its all good. Areas of my body
release tension and relax, they are like the sky now, blue and
free... I just want to feel like this... Oh, theres another one...
Do that...Another one... Do that... I cant take this any more.. I
feel so good it hurts hehe. I have to stop. Some of them I cant even
get up fast enough they explode right in me. This feels tremendious!
And these feelings dont fade, Its now who I am. .....ugh... I cant
describe it right....
This is amaizing stuff.. I just cannot believe this is all
happening... I feel so free and good today, I am the sky.. I'm goiong
to roll around in the leaves W00000!....
I like you all...
Sean
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
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