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Recieved: 2001/10/02 08:14
Subject: [K-list] Breakthrough :) :) :) :)
From: Unit1021
On 2001/10/02 08:14, Unit1021 posted thus to the K-list:
Hello hello hello,
Thank you thank you thank you thank !!
Big things happened... Thanks to all your support I got a handle on
all that stuff I said yesterday. This morning I got back in touch
with Goddess.. whew.. got scared there. It was cool, it was better.
It was, *cough* much different. I was feeling a lot better than
before. So I tried to connect up better... Tried again... Surrender
all etc... My brain started hurting... She looked at my brain, and
said..
"You know why that hurts.. Its because you are using it. Where we
are going, you dont need that..."
Uh?
ok...Well if thats not what I do... how do I think of this?
I feel a move...
Hmm.. Thats my spirit body... Whats it want?
*gasp* I'll just use my spirit body to do all of this!!
*gasp*
*gasp*
I have just turned my brain off and stepped out of myself with my
spirit body!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
I feel so free! I'm....no, go rest brain... go rest...do not
understand, let go and go rest, I've got this...
AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
I am growing, I look down and see my body grow smaller and smaller
while my spirit body grows larger and larger. I look out into the
blackness. WOW....cool... I AM HUGE!
I look around, is my empathy comming to? WOOOSH! Rush of energy! Its
here, I am here. Its spinning like a storm around me. I talk to it
for a bit....go REST BRAIN!! GO AWAY!! Go away! I got this now, its
all good..
Fade out....uygh.... fade in again...
This is where I need to be!! I finally feel home. Out of that body
and confusion. This is my home! I feel free at last!
Uhh... Goddess?
LETS TALK
Sitting by the ocean shore she tells me things about me and tells me
to give things I'm holding on to, to her. Things flow out of my
heart, they seem so small now.... Something pops up, I know its
something buried...
Better give that to me..
Away it goes...
More talking, saying nice things...
Wow...
Then im back in the black area, I feel its like a training ground
for this.. Just to feel and thats it. To learn. I ask this girl that
seems always to be around me,
"Where do you want to go?"
"Egypt"
"uhh.. Isnt that far away for right now.."
"Just go"
Zwiff!
"Whoa.. things are fuzzy, but are those pyramids below me?.. And I
thought it was hot in Egypt its cold.."
"Thats your body duh.. Only you are here. Go inside.."
I get wobbly... ack, no go away.. dont understand!..go rest..(brain
wants to get into egypt too)
And I am back at the start.
....whoa...
ANYWAYS! I now feel at a place where I am supposed to be. I cannot
beleive this was right under my nose for my whole life tearing at my
mind and never made the connection. Before, it was kind of a chance
that I hit it... Now I understand it and can do it again.
And it was the thoughts and words that did it. I know I think
different from everyone else, and that held me back.
If you say, "Turn left" I will turn right. This always happens. It
drove my driving instructer NUTS. If you want me to turn left tell me
to turn right. My friends worked this on me before, funny stuff.
If you tell me to surrender... Then I think there is something to
surrender, me, solid, slow. Even after. When I say "I am" its not
ego, its letting everyone know that I just am here, and am nothing at
the same time. Kinda backwards hehe...
I swear you guys could have saved me a lot of time by just yelling
at me.." LOOK YOU IDIOT, JUST USE YOUR SPIRIT BODY, THATS WHAT ITS
REAL USE IS! TURN OFF YOUR BRAIN! DO NOT USE IT AT ALL! ITS TO SMALL
TO COMPREHEND!"
Ego=brain
I am=spiritbody
WOOOOO I understand about me!!!!!
... my nice ryme
I feel a sun shine
Bright colors, spinning climb
into them up, I jump and rise
flip to roll in high
feel the energy re-breaking new, the sky
I see my destination, an old world new, I move now! Goodbye...
A song...
http://top.monad.net/~smulkern/bin/song.wma
The future is now...
Thank you thank you thank you thank you... wooo
Sean
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
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