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Recieved: 2001/10/01 09:33
Subject: Re: [K-list] (Thanks...)Re: My own enemy....
From: siska
On 2001/10/01 09:33,siska posted thus to the K-list:
If you get a consistently hard time it's natural to feel bitter and
vengeful - it is a very very tough deal and i felt those negative emotions
too on a long term basis at times - but over the last ten years that
underlying bitterness has really turned around - slowly but surely. You've
said some very profound things in past messages that show you're clearly on
the spiritual path, and this WILL see you through. Incidentally, are you
sponteously awakened or did you do yoga/meditation??
Keep your pecker up (a quaint little old English saying)
siska.
----- Original Message -----
From: <unit1021ATnospamhotmail.com>
To: <K-list >
Sent: Sunday, September 30, 2001 8:07 PM
Subject: [K-list] (Thanks...)Re: My own enemy....
> Hello Kate, and everyone too...
> Thanks for your support. Your always helping me out and I greatly
> appreciate it. Your words let me know that you understand and know
> more than I can about this. For me this has been going on for my
> entire life, and totaly destroyed it. Now that I know what it is, I
> want to rip it out of me. But I have to really let it more in me.
> This is really a lot for me to handle. To me its like pushing the
> knife in deeper for me to heal. Its almost non-understandable for me.
> I dont want to do this to myself. I dont want to even think of it. I
> dont know how I can suddenly change my lifelong thoughts about this.
> I always said to myself. "If I ever find out who/what did this to me,
> I will kill them." How am I going to get at Goddess now? I cant
> arrange any hit. This was one of my life goals! I want some revenge!
> I want to rip this planet apart sometimes... Burn everyone off it!
> Then just have nice people...
>
> I'll take your word about this though and hang out for a bit.
> And thanks to you... I hoped you liked Hamlet...heh.. And the tower
> thing was funny.. Maybe I'm just imagining things though... But I
> doubt it... I did feel a lot better...
>
> neaS | Sean
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