To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/10/01 04:32
Subject: Re: [K-list] Sleep...
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2001/10/01 04:32, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 12:13 AM 01/10/01, L. J. Klinsky wrote:
>Good Evening, Group...
>
>I'm wondering if any of you wonderful people can provide some insight
>about my brand new sleep problem. I know it's *normal* to wake a lot at
>night with intense energy rushes, but until this weekend I was at least
>able to fall asleep initially.
this weekend is full moon, whoo hoooo! :)
>Friday night and tonight, the K's been going absolutely nuts as soon as I
>close my eyes. I can be tired as anything, but as soon as I lay my head
>down I get the zillion-decibel choir in my ears, I sense that tons of
>spirits/people are trying to contact me psychically through piercing ear
>ringing,
Neh, the two are separate phenomena. The ear ringing is because the
spinal vibration your heart has got going is also vibrating your eardrums
and the bones of your head. The beings show up coz you glow like a warm
campfire on a cold night. The ringing is an OM. Meditate on it. Be grateful
for it. K. is literally changing the shape of your head. Loosening the
joins so your brain can breathe. Some Kundalites get a fontanelle, like a
baby.
>I feel the serpent rising in my back, I get really, how should I put
>this... stimulated for no reason, and I feel every chakra spinning
>ferociously. Needless to say, this is kind of annoying. Obviously
>something wants me up <sigh>.
Get up, and dance under the moon.. :)
>I've tried running energy into my head and I've tried reducing
>expectations about sleeping. But, I swear, these ear "things" are running
>through a billion-decibel PA system, but I can't hear the words. My ears
>have always been soooooo sensitive. I cannot tune out sounds, and
>obviously somebody/something knows it.
Why are you allowing yourself to feel victimized by a phenomena? I
think that is the question to take to the root of all this. It is the
source of your fear.
Hmm.. I am also getting to tell you to learn to be mindful of your
thoughts. Every thought is a prayer, and every prayer gets stronger with
thought/word/deed. Recently, you announced to the group that you were
willing to suffer, and that you trust K. will not hurt you. Now you are
suffering but not being hurt. Hmm...
>I feel blessed that I've been chosen to be a k baby, but I want to go to
>sleep. Any ideas?
>
>Sleepless in the Suburbs of Chicago
>(Leslee)
Wanting, creates experiences of wanting. Count your blessings...
Blessings... :)
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