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Recieved: 2001/10/01 00:13
Subject: [K-list] Sleep...
From: L. J. Klinsky
On 2001/10/01 00:13, L. J. Klinsky posted thus to the K-list: Good Evening, Group...
I'm wondering if any of you wonderful people can provide some insight about my brand new sleep problem. I know it's *normal* to wake a lot at night with intense energy rushes, but until this weekend I was at least able to fall asleep initially.
Friday night and tonight, the K's been going absolutely nuts as soon as I close my eyes. I can be tired as anything, but as soon as I lay my head down I get the zillion-decibel choir in my ears, I sense that tons of spirits/people are trying to contact me psychically through piercing ear ringing, I feel the serpent rising in my back, I get really, how should I put this... stimulated for no reason, and I feel every chakra spinning ferociously. Needless to say, this is kind of annoying. Obviously something wants me up <sigh>.
Before Friday, rubbing sesame seed oil on my chakras and feet, drinking warm milk and herbal teas, and limiting my diet after 5:00 p.m. worked to at least get me to initial sleep. Sleep after the initial passing out was horrible, but at least it was something! lol?
I've tried running energy into my head and I've tried reducing expectations about sleeping. But, I swear, these ear "things" are running through a billion-decibel PA system, but I can't hear the words. My ears have always been soooooo sensitive. I cannot tune out sounds, and obviously somebody/something knows it.
Many of you kind people have suggested that I accept what is going on, and I can honestly say I've been trying. But it's 12:06 a.m., and I have to wake up in five hours. I feel like I drank 450,000,000 cups of coffee.
I feel blessed that I've been chosen to be a k baby, but I want to go to sleep. Any ideas?
Sleepless in the Suburbs of Chicago
(Leslee)
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