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Recieved: 2001/09/30 12:07
Subject: [K-list] (Thanks...)Re: My own enemy....
From: Unit1021
On 2001/09/30 12:07, Unit1021 posted thus to the K-list:
Hello Kate, and everyone too...
Thanks for your support. Your always helping me out and I greatly
appreciate it. Your words let me know that you understand and know
more than I can about this. For me this has been going on for my
entire life, and totaly destroyed it. Now that I know what it is, I
want to rip it out of me. But I have to really let it more in me.
This is really a lot for me to handle. To me its like pushing the
knife in deeper for me to heal. Its almost non-understandable for me.
I dont want to do this to myself. I dont want to even think of it. I
dont know how I can suddenly change my lifelong thoughts about this.
I always said to myself. "If I ever find out who/what did this to me,
I will kill them." How am I going to get at Goddess now? I cant
arrange any hit. This was one of my life goals! I want some revenge!
I want to rip this planet apart sometimes... Burn everyone off it!
Then just have nice people...
I'll take your word about this though and hang out for a bit.
And thanks to you... I hoped you liked Hamlet...heh.. And the tower
thing was funny.. Maybe I'm just imagining things though... But I
doubt it... I did feel a lot better...
neaS | Sean
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