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Recieved: 2001/09/30 09:40
Subject: [K-list] Re: Dear Group...
From: Nina

You go, girl!

--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "L. J. Klinsky" <ljklinskyATnospame...> wrote:
> Dear Group:
>
> In all your different ways, you have facilitated my rebirth, I
believe. Kindness, understanding, and stark honesty have calmed my
rabid snake! :) Writing what I was going through and being mirrored
back cracked open some kind of doorway into my soul. It breathes now,
where before it futilely cried out.
>
> I woke today, for the first time in millenniums, without a fear of
living, with a smile on my face, knowing that I've been given a
blessed gift. I felt absolutely glowing.
>
> So I let the blinding gold ball of light take me away while I did
my yoga routine. I let my body disappear when I did pranyama. I let
the orgasmic feelings take over my body, with the groans of ecstasy,
in between poses. And I realized truly, that doing this will never
hurt me.
>
> I hope I've been put on this earth to help others feel like this--
like they can matter, like they're good enough, like they have a
right to exist. No matter what I've ever done, it never felt like it
was good enough. Now, suddenly, I don't care. I just want to do
stuff. I'm just going to try to live for a change...
>
> I've always struggled with every part of life, denied that life
mattered, denied that I'd ever find a place to belong on this earth.
I've always been a doubter of any form of enlightenment; I just
figured nothing mattered in the big scheme of things, just a cruel
joke of some sadistic creator...
>
> I truly don't know where this life is taking me, what I'm supposed
to be or do, but at least I can look at this wild ride now as an
adventure instead of hell on wheels!
>
> Thank you for your help, and blessings to you all...

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