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Recieved: 2001/09/29 17:16
Subject: Fw: [K-list] RE: Fw: Need Help - Severe Kundalini
From: L. J. Klinsky
On 2001/09/29 17:16, L. J. Klinsky posted thus to the K-list:
----- Original Message -----
From: L. J. Klinsky <ljklinskyATnospamearthlink.net>
To: <infoATnospamCityoftheSun.org>
Sent: Saturday, September 29, 2001 5:14 PM
Subject: Re: [K-list] RE: Fw: Need Help - Severe Kundalini
> Hi Sean. Your message was fine. My little self, however, did not
want
> to hear what you had to say at the time. I needed to digest what you
> said, and I needed to be scared, too. I hope that makes sense.
>
> I did not do yoga today. What you said made sense. I was just so
> frustrated when I read your post last night, because I didn't know
> where to get help with this. Now I'm OK. The people in this group
have
> brought me down from the feeling of a bad trip, and a double-thick,
> pan-style pizza with the unhealthiest of ingredients helped to take
> the edge off my energy. I'm learning so much from all of you
wonderful
> people...
>
> After 12 or more hours in a major spiritual crises with major new
> things appearing last night, sounding, screaming, downloading, etc.,
I
> thought I needed some real compassion when I came online in the
middle
> of the night. I was SCARED to death, Sean. Absolutely scared to
death,
> hiding under the covers like a baby, leaving all the lights on,
> hugging my cats like there was no tomorrow. My heartbeat was driving
> me to tears... The shadow people were seeming to be dancing
> everywhere...
>
> Then, after reading and writing posts to this group, and digging
> inside my head at the break of day, I was suddenly OK again.
>
> I now know that I will never go insane from rising K, even if I
don't
> get help with it. I will not let myself go insane. I've got a
mission
> to fulfill, though I'm not sure what it is yet. I will not overdue
> anything, and when it gets like last night, I will forego my normal
> practices and do other things like you said to do. If
> yoga/meditation/breathing gets too weird, I'll stop and rethink.
>
> You are a knowledgeable person. Sometimes it takes me some time to
> come around, but I really want to live and spread love in this
world.
> Going insane would defeat the purpose. OK, I'll try your idea right
> now: I pray, Please gentle Master, come to me if you will, so I can
> become in a safe way, who I'm supposed to be...
>
> This group has been an absolute goddess-send. I feel like a new
person
> and it's only been a day or so. Unreal...
>
> Bless you, and thank you so much for your help. I feel like I've
> finally found home...
>
> Leslee
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: <infoATnospamCityoftheSun.org>
> To: <K-list >
> Sent: Saturday, September 29, 2001 1:08 AM
> Subject: [K-list] RE: Fw: Need Help - Severe Kundalini
> > On 9/29/01 6:43:40 PM you wrote:
> >
> >
> > > Then, I read the below message, and now I'm getting scared
again.
> I
> > > really hope, Sean, that you won't mind me sharing your e-mail
> > > response, but I need to get as much information as I can as soon
> as
> > > I can. I certainly don't need to be frightened along with
> everything
> > > else that's happening to me. And I certainly don't need to feel
> like
> > > I'm going insane or something worse.
> > >
> > > I don't know any gurus around here who are K masters, and I
can't
> > > afford to go anywhere to find one. I would think that if
Whoever's
> > > in Charge wanted me to evolve, then s/he would not destroy me in
> the
> > > process just because I'm doing some yoga and meditation (which
is
> > > supposed to be good for the soul). The below message seems to
> > > indicate that I could be doomed to insanity if I keep going like
I
> > > am...
> >
> > > Please, all, I pray for honest feedback as soon as possible. Do
> you
> > > all think I should quit doing yoga and meditation? They're the
> only
> > > authentic things going in my life right now...
> >
> >
> > I DID mean to get your attention! And you should be frightened!
> > Kundalini is something that should be regarded with humility and
> > reverence. If you feel a need to share what I wrote you may do so.
I
> > stand by what I say.
> >
> > And by the way, whoever IS in charge gave you free will and the
> power
> > to choose how you will exercise your energies. If you choose to
> > exercise them in ways that 'may be' self-destructive, the WoMan in
> > charge will show his/her love for you by not interfering with your
> > decision.
> >
> > It comes down to this. A fact is fact whether we choose to believe
> it
> > or not.
> >
> > If I am incorrect about your yogic practices being the cause of
many
> > of your problems then you have nothing to worry about. I'll be the
> > first one to admit and apologize if I have been wrong. But I would
> > not be so adamant if I did not have my own experiences and
education
> > to back up the information that I have shared with you.
> >
> > I just don't want to see anything happen to you. Those of us who
> have
> > awakened Kudalini (and many who have not) have also got to observe
> > first hand the affects of Kundalini on people who do not take
proper
> > care of themselves. It is not pleasant. I saw a friend of my
slowly
> > begin to lose his sanity over a period of months. Had he not
gotten
> > thrown in jail I'm certain he might be dead or in a very serious
> > condition by now.
> >
> > I can see how much you must love yoga and how much you do not want
> to
> > give it up. I can sure appreciate that! I'm not telling you to
give
> > up yoga. I'm only suggesting that if you're going to practice,
make
> > certain that the disciplines that you are practicing are in
HARMONY
> > with the natural Kundalini processess going on inside of you. And
my
> > warning is that the majority of yoga instructors out there will
> > probably not know how to do this.
> >
> > And remember this... the true function behind many yogic practices
> is
> > to arouse Kundalini. Well, it seems yours is already aroused! Do
you
> > keep pouring kerosene on the flame even after you have got the
fire
> > started?
> >
> > Those who are truly on the path, I'm certain, you will find are
> quite
> > charitable individuals.
> >
> > Perhaps if you pray for a master, a master will appear!
> >
> >
> > Love and light...
> >
> >
> > Sean
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