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Recieved: 2001/09/29 00:49
Subject: Re: [K-list] Fw: Need Help - Severe Kundalini
From: Lisa M. Roberts

hi leslee, am signing off to go to bed but got your mail and wanted to
respond, if only a few words! i think you're right, surely enlightenment
will not destroy you in the process, but it is often turbulent. i am not
very experienced with this topic so i will just wish you well, hang in
there. - lisa

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From: "L. J. Klinsky" <ljklinskyATnospamearthlink.net>
To: "K-Group" <K-list >;
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Sent: Saturday, September 29, 2001 1:42 AM
Subject: [K-list] Fw: Need Help - Severe Kundalini

> I couldn't sleep at all because I'm having severe energy rushes. When
> I first woke from my 20-minutes of fitful sleep, it felt like all the
> information in the universe was being downloaded into my mind, way
> faster than I could comprehend. I couldn't hold on to any of the
> information.
>
> Thankfully, my cat let me hold him a while and that kind of helped me
> to ground. I dipped my hands in warm water, trying to release the
> intense excess energy. That seemed to help a little. I dumped the bowl
> of water onto a tree outside my window, and that felt good. I still
> had too much energy. I tried full, slow breathing, but I could still
> feel my heartbeat pounding in every cell of my body.
>
> I asked Whoever's in Charge to please let me sleep, please limit the
> energy, or please, tell me what s/he wanted me to do. Nothing came to
> me, so here I am, checking for answers to my posts.
>
> Today I was in a state of complete bliss, feeling on top of the world,
> like I mattered, like my purpose was close at hand. I was smiling,
> happy, getting along with everyone... Yoga and Pranayama felt great,
> too. I was getting positive answers from this wonderful group here...
> I felt complete body bliss and couldn't see anything wrong with
> feeling that good--Nirvana, I guess it was...
>
> Then, I read the below message, and now I'm getting scared again. I
> really hope, Sean, that you won't mind me sharing your e-mail
> response, but I need to get as much information as I can as soon as I
> can. I certainly don't need to be frightened along with everything
> else that's happening to me. And I certainly don't need to feel like
> I'm going insane or something worse.
>
> I don't know any gurus around here who are K masters, and I can't
> afford to go anywhere to find one. I would think that if Whoever's in
> Charge wanted me to evolve, then s/he would not destroy me in the
> process just because I'm doing some yoga and meditation (which is
> supposed to be good for the soul). The below message seems to indicate
> that I could be doomed to insanity if I keep going like I am...
>
> Please, all, I pray for honest feedback as soon as possible. Do you
> all think I should quit doing yoga and meditation? They're the only
> authentic things going in my life right now...
>
> Bless you all,
>
> Leslee

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