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Recieved: 2001/09/26 06:01
Subject: [K-list] RE:Is it Bardo Navigation or hallucinations or proyections .help....
From: Yolanda y Gerardo
On 2001/09/26 06:01, Yolanda y Gerardo posted thus to the K-list:
Blessings to all
I've been writing to the list for some time. I have questions that I've
kept, at last I dare to ask. These are the deepest questions, and confusion
that I have.
I would like to know :
Hillary has told me to ask, I hope to get some answers..
When meditating, and we see someone interacting that I don't know and feel
is myself.
In dreams, if I see a place, that I don't know, but I feel
I'm connected to someone who is there, but has a different body, and she
knows where she is , is not me
but I feel like I'm her.
This is so weird. Are they fantasies, or craziness?
Tibetans say about Bardo Navigation, is it so?
Or Am I confused?
When meditating I see those lighted being, who are joyful and want to come
to me and play, they look very happy. I don't know if this is a proyection
or can I let them come to me and touch me? They are smiling and are very
warm. They are white, small, lot of light and big eyes. Are they beings from
Where? I've read that they are entities from other dimentions. Is a place
full of light and movement, moving all the time, like the blue circle.
And this feeling that I want to close my eyes and go to that place....
This golden square that is in my mind, and I see it everywhere.
Help.... I'd appreciate your time and answers
Much love
Yolanda
-----Mensaje original-----
De: Mystress Angelique Serpent <MystressATnospamkundalini-gateway.org>
Para: K-list <K-list >
Fecha: Martes 25 de Septiembre de 2001 09:20 PM
Asunto: Re: [K-list] Help with Audio and Visual Hallucinations
>At 08:24 AM 25/09/01, druoutATnospamaol.com wrote:
>>In a message dated 9/24/2001 1:13:34 PM Pacific Daylight Time,
>>reannenny2001ATnospamyahoo.com writes:
>>
>> > I am wondering if anyone has had problems with Audio and Visual
>> > Hallucinations - whispers etc. if anyone wants to talk privately -
>> > that would be better you can email me reannennyATnospamaol.com
>> >
>> > Thanks and Om Shantih
>
> Oh, yes.. you get used to them after a while, and get to know what is
>your own guidance/perception/information and what is also being seen by
>others. Hang around awakened folks, and you can enjoy shared
>hallucinations... LOL!!
>
> Your third eye has opened, you are getting subtle vision and
>clairaudience. Usually some of it will be useful, and a lot of it will be
>just static/noise. Sometimes your unconscious will present one thing buried
>in something else. Sometimes the "white noise" of my computer, fridge,
>whatever will give me a subtle effect of a staticy radio playing rock
>music. Electric guitars and voices just a bit too soft to follow.
>Subliminal. Not important to try to understand it. The important stuff,
>will find a way to be clear communication.
>
> I often hear visions and see voices (oops, but yes sometimes it is like
>that) as I am falling asleep, or half asleep. I hear my name being called,
>and sometimes can recognise the voice of who is calling. I will hear a
>knock or the sound of a doorbell, and wake to find it was not real. Last
>night while falling asleep I noticed I was watching through someone's eyes,
>they were watching an old man sorting through something, papers or rubble
>at his feet. The vision was just up and to the left, as I relaxed with my
>eyeballs rolled up. It was monchrome, with an amber tint, like very old
>silent film. Often when I become aware of myself watching these visions and
>become curious, they disappear and I lose the contact. That happens anyway
>if they catch me by surprise, as the voices calling sometimes do... but I
>have learned to be a passive nonjudgmental observer of the input and go
>with the flow. I trust that Goddess will tell me what it was, or what it
>was for, later. This one faded slowly as I watched with detachment.
> Now that I stop to think about it as I write, I get the impression I
>was watching someone collecting evidence in the WTC rubble. That fits with
>the emotional information I received from the silent movie. I guess some
>part of me is still there, working...
>
>>Often demons of various sorts may appear. Some people have said they will
>>turn back into angels if you send them love. :))
>
> yup most of them will... love is all that is.
>
>>One odd phenomena is something I call The Joker. He has appeared on
occasion
>>to me--as a voice, not embodied. He is one of my "guides" but he is not
>>exactly "proper." LOL! He does not suffer fools gladly! :))
>
> Hmm, I wrote those words exactly, in an unsent post describing my
>shadow side. My teacher, Armand the shadow side, showing up to embarrass
>and mock me into humility and surrender. Thanks, dude... bailed me out
again.
>
>>Angelique has a wonderful Entity clearing in the "Files" section at
>>Kundalini-Gateway:
>>
>>files/clearing%20karma%20a
nd%2
>>
>>0entities.txt
>
> yup, and if my site ever gets fixed, and I finish redesigning
>domin8rex.com. then I will have it on a webpage... but I think right now I
>am off to do a remote excorcism on my providers server. I suspect the
>unbelievable problems with it are "non ordinary".. something is asking for
>my love and attention.
> Blessings...
>
>PS: The grounding is mirrored on the Kundalini-gateway.org site under
>"visualizations and meditations"... the url to the gateway site is at the
>bottom of every post. Right here:
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
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