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Recieved: 2001/09/25 18:37
Subject: Re: [K-list] Help with Audio and Visual Hallucinations
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2001/09/25 18:37, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list: At 08:24 AM 25/09/01, druoutATnospamaol.com wrote:
>In a message dated 9/24/2001 1:13:34 PM Pacific Daylight Time,
>reannenny2001ATnospamyahoo.com writes:
>
> > I am wondering if anyone has had problems with Audio and Visual
> > Hallucinations - whispers etc. if anyone wants to talk privately -
> > that would be better you can email me reannennyATnospamaol.com
> >
> > Thanks and Om Shantih
Oh, yes.. you get used to them after a while, and get to know what is
your own guidance/perception/information and what is also being seen by
others. Hang around awakened folks, and you can enjoy shared
hallucinations... LOL!!
Your third eye has opened, you are getting subtle vision and
clairaudience. Usually some of it will be useful, and a lot of it will be
just static/noise. Sometimes your unconscious will present one thing buried
in something else. Sometimes the "white noise" of my computer, fridge,
whatever will give me a subtle effect of a staticy radio playing rock
music. Electric guitars and voices just a bit too soft to follow.
Subliminal. Not important to try to understand it. The important stuff,
will find a way to be clear communication.
I often hear visions and see voices (oops, but yes sometimes it is like
that) as I am falling asleep, or half asleep. I hear my name being called,
and sometimes can recognise the voice of who is calling. I will hear a
knock or the sound of a doorbell, and wake to find it was not real. Last
night while falling asleep I noticed I was watching through someone's eyes,
they were watching an old man sorting through something, papers or rubble
at his feet. The vision was just up and to the left, as I relaxed with my
eyeballs rolled up. It was monchrome, with an amber tint, like very old
silent film. Often when I become aware of myself watching these visions and
become curious, they disappear and I lose the contact. That happens anyway
if they catch me by surprise, as the voices calling sometimes do... but I
have learned to be a passive nonjudgmental observer of the input and go
with the flow. I trust that Goddess will tell me what it was, or what it
was for, later. This one faded slowly as I watched with detachment.
Now that I stop to think about it as I write, I get the impression I
was watching someone collecting evidence in the WTC rubble. That fits with
the emotional information I received from the silent movie. I guess some
part of me is still there, working...
>Often demons of various sorts may appear. Some people have said they will
>turn back into angels if you send them love. :))
yup most of them will... love is all that is.
>One odd phenomena is something I call The Joker. He has appeared on occasion
>to me--as a voice, not embodied. He is one of my "guides" but he is not
>exactly "proper." LOL! He does not suffer fools gladly! :))
Hmm, I wrote those words exactly, in an unsent post describing my
shadow side. My teacher, Armand the shadow side, showing up to embarrass
and mock me into humility and surrender. Thanks, dude... bailed me out again.
>Angelique has a wonderful Entity clearing in the "Files" section at
>Kundalini-Gateway:
>
>files/clearing%20karma%20and%2
>
>0entities.txt
yup, and if my site ever gets fixed, and I finish redesigning
domin8rex.com. then I will have it on a webpage... but I think right now I
am off to do a remote excorcism on my providers server. I suspect the
unbelievable problems with it are "non ordinary".. something is asking for
my love and attention.
Blessings...
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