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Recieved: 2001/09/19 18:35
Subject: [K-list] Through shards of shattered mirrors
From: Christopher Wynter
On 2001/09/19 18:35, Christopher Wynter posted thus to the K-list:
To consciously choose to die before the death of the physical Body
opens realms of possibilities not previously available
to the mind closed by manufactured consent to the words
of toxic conditioning espoused by those who claim
to have a communion with "God", "Goddess and "All that is".
These are the true terrorists who beget more terrorists
for their own salvation - psychic vampires who feed off those
they keep in the dark to maintain their own self image of being
all powerful. The lesson has spread.
In the days following my conscious choice, my body convulses with the
pain of the release of the holding patterns of imposed beliefs as the
links in the imprisoning chain shatter and fall away.
My mind struggles with the words reflecting the struggle of the
ancestors who had their knowing repressed by pain and torture. In the
inner blackness of the Unconscious, one end of the chain is tied to
this planet - the other to some unknowable God. To both I have become
as the swing of the pendulum - a sacrifice to both with no choice.
There can be no balance found within this mind manufactured dichotomy
for one is forever tied to the loop of birth and death, good and
evil, growth and decay. The doorway once open to the ancient tribes
has been closed in the search for power and control.
The earth on which we walk is becoming the victim of this conflict.
The Heart of the planet is becoming cold and closed. Because we will
not look at our shadow, Global warming has become the mirror of the
closed heart of man as he clings on to the principles of power and
powerlessness.
What have I learned.
I have done many things in this lifetime in this body. I have
consciously and, (worse still) unconsciously, judged many of them
according to the Laws of Toxic Conditioning. But, as a scientist,
some part of my mind has kept a healthy skepticism which has been
influential in my maintaining some semblance of sanity.
The moment I lost my mind, I came to my senses.
We dream of abundance and prosperity.
We dream of winning the lottery - never once conscious of the fact
that, in order for us to become millionaires maybe a million others
who can least afford it have to sacrifice the last dollar that
separates them from destitution - conditioned into the pursuit of the
same dream.
The global economy exists now. Millions of acres that once produced
Hemp for rope were laid waste so that Nylon could be a profitable
commodity. Charity arose out of the guilt of those who knew and saw
the consequences for the Children of the next generation.
To keep our cold hearts warm, we have burned oil described as a gift
from the earth. Were those who sold the concept conscious of the life
that died to take this shock absorber that the earth requires to
stabilise the plates from the effects of earth quakes?
In looking to the Heavens for a "sign" we have divorced ourselves
from the other part of our being. We have lost contact with the
Heart of all which lies within our very core.
Because of the closed loop of our belief system, those of us who cry
out for light to descend on earth so that they will not have to face
their own internal darkness take that light from other areas,
plunging them into eternal darkness.
We have been so conditioned by self limiting beliefs that set us
at a distance from the essence of our creation because man
invented God as the ultimate controller of our destiny.
Now, our source is to become the sacrifice.
What free will.
Every need, hope, desire
is the fruit of some darkness inside of us
that we dare not face.
The Heart is closed because most will not look beyond the shrouding
of their own inner darkness to see what lies beyond. The fear of the
Void, nothing, emptiness triggers our reflection back into the
consciously known world -
so the cycle of birth and death is repeated
at an accelerated rate.
Like a radio transmitter, the closed Heart radiates this fear out
into the closed world to be picked up and used according to the will
of those who understand and manipulate. Vitality for the Terrorist.
We say prayers over the dying because we cannot face the reflection
of the Toxic Conditioned belief of our own mortality. The dead and
dying are our mirror - and our attachment to friends and relatives is
the reflection of our need for a personal identity.
Identity and power is our way of refusing to face
our own inner shadow.
Death .. Beyond the Heart.
We look down this tunnel of darkness for the Light
but we refuse to look down the tunnel of light for the darkness.
In part 2 of this, I will present the rest of the rememberings that
were known by so many before advent of the Common Era - and face us
every time we look at the Yin Yang symbol.
Science has provided us with answers the Mayans utilised and the
Australian Aborigine (amongst others of the surviving heathen tribes)
still practices.
If you change your view of the Yin Yang symbol
so that it is no longer flat
but can be seen as two transparent spheres
interconnected through the dots,
(like the mathematical infinity sign)
you may understand the term "Worm Hole"
>>> To be continued ..
-- Christopher Wynter
christopherATnospamlifestreams.com.au
http://www.anunda.com
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