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Recieved: 2001/09/18 09:47
Subject: [K-list] my book !
From: Jb789
On 2001/09/18 09:47, Jb789 posted thus to the K-list:
Today I think of a not so nice thing, from yesterday.
My girlfriend, very nice but too romantic.
Me, not so romantic.
So, yesterday I was even less romantic than usually.
Because I was very peaceful inside.
So, who needs it(romance) ? It is a nuisance.
(All spiritual people who are advanced, no like romance stuff.)
So, because she more romantic, she needed more romance.
So, because she got no romance for a while, she got unhappy.
So, she blamed it on me, and yelled, and banged my best! :-(
spiritual book (which I just bought,.. it looks very nice with colors
and everything) against the edge of the table. I was eating, and I
jumped startled. (I think I get ulcer now). So, later my brain
remembered the bang, and asked her if she used my book to bang and
express herself and if it was damaged. She said, in a guilty tone of
voice(which was nice of her, of course, ..she is a nice person) 'yes,
a little'. So, I looked at it, and there was a crack in the beautiful
cover and the face of the Master was disfigured. Being human, a
reaction came up by trying to think : if I could find one of -Her
books, we would be even. But, there were no books of hers, at my
place. And we were, at my place, you see. But then, I remembered
the 'turn the other cheek' holy advice, and I said to her 'do not
worry honey, I have other books, so please next time, choose and use
some of the cheaper & older ones and not spiritual books, instead of
being so spontaneous. I think that's against the will of God. So, she
admitted that my insight about her ego-frustration as the cause of
damage was right, and I was happy I had an insight again, and she was
happy that I did not bang back, and now, everybody happy. So now, my
insight tells me and guides me, to go to Her place this evening. Good
ending, no ? I mean, I am not the type to brag about my spiritual
level, but beyond any shadow of doubt, I am quite surprised at my
progress. Ok, I have to go and get more insights.(at -her place) It
should be ok., I am not worried.: she will cook food, and so I do not
think there is any danger of romantic moods. So, I go and eat and say
the word 'honey' a few times, depending on the situation, and then go
home and meditate or watch Tv. This should be another very nice
evening.
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