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Recieved: 2001/09/18 04:41
Subject: [K-list] Karmic vampires - Hello Angelique
From: Denise Lyon Anding
On 2001/09/18 04:41, Denise Lyon Anding posted thus to the K-list:
Figured you were having a rough time of it.... You know what? I've learned to get out of the way of those who choose to hate.... I just step aside and let all the negative energy of hate rush past me to find another target ...it won't stick "here" ....
... nor do I bother to process that energy any more ... nor send it back to them whether in small or large packages ... whenever I have absorbed too much from others - who are out of control - I ask that wild rushing chaotic penetrating consuming Spirit Fire to go to work and dissolve it all ... seems to be the best visualization for me that gives immediate relief and rids me of it all in a rush...
... it is impossible to process that much hate... people simply are not ready.... nor willing right now... so I leave them to their raging ... barking at and biting each other ... chasing in ridiculous circles.... whether on this list or the world at large ... people can do these things for decades and die in it - never choosing to love - developing at a snail's pace.
As to "Dubya" - well, there is an entire half of the nation that knew better than to vote for the guy and his agenda .... not all Americans are monolithic in this kind of thinking ... it just so happens that the voices of reason, honor, wisdom and love are drowned out now - both in America and worldwide...and that means yelled down "me."
Figured there is a higher purpose in Spirit allowing all this stupidity and hate to rise to the surface - both in America and the hating world at large - because hating America or Americans hating other countries - is really just an excuse to dump the hatred for a myriad of other things in people's lives upon someone else they deem as unworthy - and if not America it will be someone else - the names change from generation to generation but the hatred remains the same ... time will tell the meaning of it all... for this generation in the world - both globally and individually.
Gee, did you know that Bush was known as "Mr. Temporary" as his nickname at Yale? Says a lot, doesn't it? ... when the power brokers from your own wealthy background are prepared to use you and throw you away like a piece of garbage after accomplishing their purposes .... he was "bred"/programmed to be thrown away by them ... a sorry state of affairs...
Well, I guess I'll just ride this one out too ... it's no worse than being called a nigger lover in the 60's because I thought black people were real people and were worthy of being treated as first class citizens ... it's no worse than being called unpatriotic in the 70's because I knew the Vietnam War was not so smart and a refusal to accept the silly mindset that women were just second class citizens... it's no worse than being called an idiot liberal in the 80's because of refusal to be homophobic ... and it's no worse than being labeled a supreme weirdo and un-Christian in the 90's because of an acceptance of how others wanted to view their world through other than traditional religious systems .. gee, what do I get to do in the new century ...? ... well, it won't be karmic vampire ... that's out ... am sure I can find a whole lot more interesting timeline/alternate reality to live and enjoy.
Remember one of my posts about abuse? ... where I said it was time to take back my joy and never look back? ... well, this is one of those times... take your joy back, girl, and step aside to let all the negative energy rush past you. You once made a comment about how people see you either as angel or demon - those polar opposites ... and here I thought you were just a person like everyone else ... guess you will have to create a new category for "the middle grounders..." living in the middle path between two polar opposites.
So, I guess people like me will have to close up shop for awhile ... until the world is ready to love ... that could be decades ...or longer ... there is no sense in trying to process all this lunacy... there will eventually come a time when everyone in the world decides to make smarter choices than to hate... there may be a long wait ... but I'm patient.
a real friend,
Denise
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