To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/09/17 04:56
Subject: Re: [K-list] Wow! impossible IS possible!
From: siska
On 2001/09/17 04:56, siska posted thus to the K-list:
Sean - you're a brilliant writer! Why not keep a diary of your experiences
then try get it published. You've got great style - others would really
appreciate it.
----- Original Message -----
From: <unit1021ATnospamhotmail.com>
To: <K-list >
Sent: Friday, September 14, 2001 5:41 PM
Subject: [K-list] Wow! impossible IS possible!
> Hey all,
> Thanks to everyone on here that wrote me things that I should know.
> And answered some of my many questions. They help me tremendiously!
> One day last week I was very very angry. Very Angry. "Why is all
> this happening to me? Why does no medicine work for me anymore? Why
> does nothing make me feel better! Am I supposed to die? Why doesnt
> Goddess fix me up? Am I doing this wrong?" These questions I yelled
> at the sky. At Goddess. At everything around me. WHY WHY WHY! Then I
> said..
> "What?! Am I supposed to learn all about this stuff so I can heal
> myself and then heal other people??!!!" at random
>
> And you know what? This little bright sun that had a ton of
> inteligence just popped into my uhh... thought reality? Anyways I
> heard it clearly say to Goddess. "You know, I think he's finaly
> getting it"
>
> ... And its gone, just like that in 2 seconds.
>
> DAMN!
>
> DAMN DAMN DAMN!
>
> What was that? Nevermind... i'm going to sit down....
> Damn damn! I have to do this all alone! Fine!!! I'll do it! Damn!
>
> I go home angry. Read more on what Mystress Angelique wrote now that
> I can actually understand it... Faith, no worry, let it go, more
> faith, surrender, more faith, find it with your 3rd eye.. ok im
> ready..
> Connect up. Let go, let go. imagining where my spots are... I try
> sending that up.... no good. DAMN! What am I doing wrong? Am I
> looking with my 3rd eye? NO! I am imagining things! Ok. Here we go
> again.. Let it show me, let it show me. Whats that? Its all blurry? I
> cant see it.. To bad, its going up.. Ohhh... I feel better... cool...
> Oh theres another blurry thingy in my head.. Up it goes, no worries,
> its done... Ohhh! I feel better than before! Show me more! Show me
> more! I cant see a thing, I need a light in here, send in a probe! I
> send out a small probe that has search lights on it. I tell it to
> show me what goes next.. Not what I want to go. It starts zipping
> around lighting things up and finally stops on a part on my upper
> back. I take whats visable, its all blurry, but its lit up. No
> Worries, this will work, there is no other option and I dont
> care. "Goddess please take this, I know you can do this stuff I
> beleive you can"... let go let go let go... "Thank you very
> (RELAXING) much... Its done" I wave my hands. Wiggle wiggle
> wiggle... "Its done so I dont care about it any more!"
>
> CRACK CRACK!
>
> Huh? wha...
>
> I had just felt 2 spots in my back just jump over and come back into
> place! WHoa! I wiggle around that area some more CRACK! There goes
> the third!
>
> Now I fall back onto a bed and start rolling around laughing and
> crying. This is not possible, yet it just happened! My head is
> spinning. No chiroprator could ever ever do what just happened. None
> have ever been really able to help me. Now that area feels... new...
> And a few days later.. It still feels good!
>
> Rest of day spent in bed. What is reality? What is not possible? My
> brain hurts. Then I realised... I dont really care. I learned a cool
> thing to do, ask Goddess for stuff. The secret of the universe.
> I can only do this a few times a day as my brain comes in and tries
> to understand this stuff. That cant be understood really. So it shuts
> me down. But I'm working on that now. By going back on strike! Heh.
> But soon I might even get me all fixed up! I cant wait! But then
> this is all probably stuff you all can do.
>
> Go brain go!
> Thanks Mystress Angelique, Thanks K-list, Thanks Goddess.
> Sean
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