To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/09/14 09:41
Subject: [K-list] Wow! impossible IS possible!
From: Unit1021
On 2001/09/14 09:41, Unit1021 posted thus to the K-list:
Hey all,
Thanks to everyone on here that wrote me things that I should know.
And answered some of my many questions. They help me tremendiously!
One day last week I was very very angry. Very Angry. "Why is all
this happening to me? Why does no medicine work for me anymore? Why
does nothing make me feel better! Am I supposed to die? Why doesnt
Goddess fix me up? Am I doing this wrong?" These questions I yelled
at the sky. At Goddess. At everything around me. WHY WHY WHY! Then I
said..
"What?! Am I supposed to learn all about this stuff so I can heal
myself and then heal other people??!!!" at random
And you know what? This little bright sun that had a ton of
inteligence just popped into my uhh... thought reality? Anyways I
heard it clearly say to Goddess. "You know, I think he's finaly
getting it"
... And its gone, just like that in 2 seconds.
DAMN!
DAMN DAMN DAMN!
What was that? Nevermind... i'm going to sit down....
Damn damn! I have to do this all alone! Fine!!! I'll do it! Damn!
I go home angry. Read more on what Mystress Angelique wrote now that
I can actually understand it... Faith, no worry, let it go, more
faith, surrender, more faith, find it with your 3rd eye.. ok im
ready..
Connect up. Let go, let go. imagining where my spots are... I try
sending that up.... no good. DAMN! What am I doing wrong? Am I
looking with my 3rd eye? NO! I am imagining things! Ok. Here we go
again.. Let it show me, let it show me. Whats that? Its all blurry? I
cant see it.. To bad, its going up.. Ohhh... I feel better... cool...
Oh theres another blurry thingy in my head.. Up it goes, no worries,
its done... Ohhh! I feel better than before! Show me more! Show me
more! I cant see a thing, I need a light in here, send in a probe! I
send out a small probe that has search lights on it. I tell it to
show me what goes next.. Not what I want to go. It starts zipping
around lighting things up and finally stops on a part on my upper
back. I take whats visable, its all blurry, but its lit up. No
Worries, this will work, there is no other option and I dont
care. "Goddess please take this, I know you can do this stuff I
beleive you can"... let go let go let go... "Thank you very
(RELAXING) much... Its done" I wave my hands. Wiggle wiggle
wiggle... "Its done so I dont care about it any more!"
CRACK CRACK!
Huh? wha...
I had just felt 2 spots in my back just jump over and come back into
place! WHoa! I wiggle around that area some more CRACK! There goes
the third!
Now I fall back onto a bed and start rolling around laughing and
crying. This is not possible, yet it just happened! My head is
spinning. No chiroprator could ever ever do what just happened. None
have ever been really able to help me. Now that area feels... new...
And a few days later.. It still feels good!
Rest of day spent in bed. What is reality? What is not possible? My
brain hurts. Then I realised... I dont really care. I learned a cool
thing to do, ask Goddess for stuff. The secret of the universe.
I can only do this a few times a day as my brain comes in and tries
to understand this stuff. That cant be understood really. So it shuts
me down. But I'm working on that now. By going back on strike! Heh.
But soon I might even get me all fixed up! I cant wait! But then
this is all probably stuff you all can do.
Go brain go!
Thanks Mystress Angelique, Thanks K-list, Thanks Goddess.
Sean
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