To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/09/10 20:01
Subject: Re: [K-list] Ramblings, musings, knowledge, no more thinking..
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2001/09/10 20:01, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 05:58 PM 09/09/01, you wrote:
> I turn on the T.V. .. There is this guy Joe Cambell talking about
>something...what do I care.. but I watch for a bit anyways... WOW he
>just explained something I've had thoughts about inside of me for
>years! Whoa he just explained everything... I'm cool with that what
>a revelation!
He is on the TV behind me, as I read this.. PBS is showing the videos
to "the Power of Myth." I have not seen it in years, but I highly recommend
it for any Kundalite. He understands the unity behind world religions and
the unconscious world of the collective, mythology and archetypes better
than anyone.
> My brain is at capacity. I stop the tape. Go outside. I tell Godess
>to just leave me alone and let me process this stuff I have. I feel
>like my brain is re-wiring or allowing more info to go through it.
It is.
>But It cant take much more.
yeah, it can. It goes much quicker if you stop trying to understand it.
Just take it all in and trust that it will be unfolded when you need it.
Quite simply, Goddess is collapsing your karma a whole bunch at once by
inputting a different program into your consciousness. Much of the info is
just an expression of polarity to balance some limiting belief you took on
earlier in life.
Just accept it. Don't try to hang onto it with writing or trying to
integrate.. it is like trying to integrate two conflicting computer
programs while one is busy deleting and writing over the old one. Your
conscious consent of free will is required at many points of the process,
so you just need to keep clicking on "OK" and let the new program install
itself.
Eventually the old program will be deleted, and the new one will run
perfectly in the background, with you accepting life with joy in the moment
and not needing to understand much at all. Know nothing, be everything.
> I'm ignoring all new info and just trying to think of earth things now.
Good idea, but add acceptance to the process.., and gratitude.
> With all this new knowledge I
>grounded out and connected up and zzzzzzzz I got this strange
>feeling of ... uhhh .. soft whiteness going all through me. A really
>nice soft energy. But much much stronger than before And I was
>uhhh ..not really concerned about much at all. And I felt pretty
>good. I just stood there for a bit and kept saying "whoa" over and
>over. This was new to me...
Yes. As the old karma program is deleted, it is like a pipe becoming
unplugged.. more energy can flow, and there is new more energy available
to continues the process of your healing.
>Sometimes I can "see/feel/sense" Goddess.?? <..> Sometimes I can
>almost hear a woman talking to me saying nice things. I cant
>understand what she is saying, but I feel so much better about things.
Your Divine Beloved...
> Time to go. Its like I am stuck to the spot.
>After a few seconds I can move again. Yes its strange. I feel a lot
>better now though. I know now too that you can get closer to goddess
>by increasing your knowlege of everything.
Yes/no/maybe... you get closer by surrendering, and sometimes that means
surrendering the idea that you really can know anything.
> So... is this common stuff for you guys? I tell myself that I am not
>well and this is the result. But then I get back that I am now slowly
>going un-insane
Yep. The old damaged program being deleted as the new better one is
installed... enjoy it! Blessings..
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