To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/09/05 22:47
Subject: Re: [K-list] Appreciation of MAS - Angelique
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2001/09/05 22:47, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 02:49 PM 9/5/01, Denise Lyon Anding wrote:
>Hello, Angelique,
>
>Have I told you lately how much I appreciate what you are doing here?
Nope! Always nice to hear it, tho!
> This "new" (new to me) vocabulary, Kundalini, has given me a way to
> express what has been happening to me all my life... have always had to
> invent vocabulary to say the same thing... nice to know there is "one"
> language for common discussion.
It was the same for me, when I first found the list.. august, 1996.
suddenly a whole lifetimes wierdness had a name.. way kewl.
Hmm.. that reminds me, have to get the 1996 archives back online..
sigh. A webmistress' work is never done.
>You are often quiet and patient, offering wisdom continually.
Back then I was not so patient..:)
> You definitely have a gift for writing. I know, it isn't necessary for
> me to be your personal cheerleader,
Not necessary. Fun, though. Never had one of those, before..:)
>you are a strong and tough person. Yet, in the short time I've been here,
>it has made me sad to see you attacked so often and so harshly.
Eh, don't be sad.. I'm actually pretty much used to it. Really. Would
not have taken on the activist role if I could not handle the hassle.. and
after all, what they see is themselves reflected.. some folks don't like
what I reflect. It is quite a curious game to me, how some people see me.
Angel or demon, very little middle ground. Friends have remarked on it,
too.. Someone wrote to me today on another of my lists:
> Mystress A. really
>knows me well and has an impeccable sense of timing,
>and a love strong enough to marvel one of my friends
>who glipsed her while I mentioned Mystress the other
>day.
>
>Just to let you know, this was my conservative friend
>R. who you and I have spoken of in the
>past.......well Mystress, something cool is going on
>because she could see you with such love and beauty
>and get beyond her old labels. Before, the <list>
>scared her and she thought they were dangerous energy
>wise for me. Granted, it was ignorance and
>non-receptivity to the vibration but seeing that
>drastic change where she was just floored by YOU, it
>made me cry.
Go figger.. it used to upset me, before I figgered out it was the
Shakti field effect, not actually me, as such, at all..
> So, for what it's worth, thought I would offer my appreciation for all
> you have done so faithfully. This website is a cool place for all of us
> to meet and exchange ideas, frustrations, develop understanding of the
> world and yes, even each other.
This place is a beautiful garden that it is my honor to attend to. As
many people as have thanked me, I still feel I've gotten the better part of
the deal. This list has fueled my own growth tremendously, and it is good
to be able to give that back. The blessings keep going round...
Thanks too, to the many co-moderators.. Hillary, Harsha, Susan,
Percyval, Sylvia.. who am I missing? Who do such a wonderful job of keeping
everyone content and amused.
> Too often, what folks focus on as "wrong" ends up just being illusion
> in the end. And illusion eventually falls away. I keep my focus on the
> Beauty in people and pay no attention to the rest. To me, it is always
> the Beauty that remains.
the beauty you see is yourself reflected, too.. :)
>Guess you can tell this has been bugging me for months now.... apologies
>for rambling on so...
No apologies required. Funny, how often the posts that apologise for
rambling are often the sweetest and most intimate.
> Well, even though finally, in the end, chose to keep a "basic"
> Christian mindset, you won't find me in your mailbox, personal or public,
> criticizing and calling you "evil"
:) Thanks..
>(... harsh indictment...) for your choices in life... seems mean-spirited
>to me, especially after all you are doing in service to others... just
>plain bad manners to bite the hand of the very person who is trying to
>help you.
Well.. it happens more often than you would think.. sometimes folks
asking for "help" are really doing a broken winged bird dance, attention
getting behavior and misdirection to lure you away from the nest. Their
secrets that they hold most dear and most fear losing.
Really, tho.. I believe in enlightened selfishness. I have to love
myself before I can love anyone else, I have to take the stone from my own
eye, etc. When I made the decision to run this strange Kundalini cyberspace
empire, I made sure my motives were quite self centered, because altruism
tends to be the path to burnout, long term.
>Well, now that I've thoroughly embarrassed/nauseated you, probably both,
>better quit before someone roasts me, yup, I'm a tasty morsel...
My snake's mantra is "are you food?".. forked tongue tasting everything...
>Thanks for all, you cool and beautiful person,
thanks for being here.. the list would be nothing, without the members
that make a community.
Here is another morsel for you.. I wrote this document for a workshop I
did on the weekend. Just got Word for windows, having fun with it. Enjoy!
Print a few copies for your friends..
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
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