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Recieved: 2001/09/04 06:57
Subject: Re: [K-list] Tolerance Re: OWK
From: mgb
On 2001/09/04 06:57, mgb posted thus to the K-list:
Hi John,
What if I mentioned all the things about myself that contradict social norms or "morality" if you wanna call it. I come from an ultra-conservative traditional culture that promotes gay-hating, shame of sex, and self-shame overall that includes basically my whole idea of celebrating life! I mean what the heck, you think judgement is gonna limit someone from celebrating the Essence the way they want to? if they are free spirits like me they are laughing in your face right now, not because we're making fun of u or anything but because you are being the blind one here. And it's not even about pride, it's about Love, i love being homosexual and enjoying the Essence in that way, and not because I hate or disqualify men in any way but it's just a prefered way of receiving the Essence, I also love sex! one of my favorite ways of celebrating life is by making passionate love (i'm taurus hehe, cant help myself), i love the fact that the Essence expresses itself in an orgasm, i love the fact of having power during sex, i could go on and on about sex! And I know many people out there love being free from society's standards because actually their "ideals" is a big pile of mediocrity, self-shame, fear, doubt, lack of self-love, and to wrap up...lack of FREEDOM. If you are not free from that mentality that judges the Essence I guarantee you that you will not be free of pain.
love light peace,
maria
divine_goddessATnospamhotmail.com wrote: John,
What does being a plumber, accountant, waitress, soldier, president,
customer service representative (like me), a newspaper boy, a
McDonald's burger wrapper, a sex worker (fill in the blanks) have to
do with Kundalini, God, and Mother Earth? Nothing. Everything.
God/dess is no respecter of people's positions in life. (Thank
heavens...or I would be in deep doo doo).
Perversion is in the eye of the beholder. (I am more leaning towards
the vanilla side with my sexual preferences myself.) Personally, I am
not sure if perversion exists except in our minds. All is perfection.
All acts of love and pleasure serve the Goddess.
Remember a few posts ago when I mentioned I made love with God? It
wasn't just in the missionary position. I was royally and completely
fucked to exhaustion over several weeks time period sometimes 24
hours a day. The orgasms so strong and intense sometimes I could not
move, just lay there and moan while my body convulsed in ecstasy. And
I gave as good as I got. I fucked Him back...just to be clear.
It was not flowers and incense and soft pillows...it was earthy,
firey, swollen, painful, exquisite, moist, hot, noisy, juicy, humid
smells of rain forest dirt, monsterously grotesque, demonic and
angelic...ya get the picture?...while visions of lavender rose
temples and merkabas and universes and incandescent pink Shri Yantras
flew by and geyers and filaments of crystal energy erupted from my
chakras to fan out in the universe. The Earth ran geyers of red hot
lava up through my Yoni and out my crown. I felt the physical weight,
the hands caressing my body. I could feel His body. His breath.
Serpents crawled in and through my body and sunk their fangs into my
skin and lions and bears clawed my flesh. Pain, fear, and
unimaginable ecstasy. Guess which manifestation I decided to
surrender to?
There was no pain, no fear anymore when I surrendered to God.
Remember I said that all preconceived notions and teachings about God
and sex were gone in an instant...no judgements. The only concern I
have is about non consensual sex and I can assure you the OWK is
consensual.
It is a good time now to examine your own self, your cultural
conditioning, and hot buttons, and not howl in indignation about the
sacred sex priestesses on this list. I said "Sacred Sex"
priestesses.This could be the beginning of a wonderful journey of
discovery for you about your self. No one is asking you to be this
way or switch your sexual style. And it is just that...a style.
I can only speak of my own experiences. The other dominant women on
this list and the men who love and respect them can also speak if
they wish.
You seem to be a pretty kewl guy...decent energy, etc. I hope this
can be a learning experience for you.
Blessings,
Susan
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., mirelli Tony wrote:
> I am not going to mentioned any names but I just
> looked up a persons profile that is on this list and
> joined mine. I have noticed a favorite link catagory
> in there profile. It was called OWK. I clicked on it
> and I was very puzzled, amazed and shocked. It talked
> about women using men as toilets, (Brown and golden),
> beating them up, spitting on them, burning them with
> cigerettes, sitting on them like donkies, whipping
> them, slapping there faces, sitting on there faces and
> a host of other vile things. WHAT DOES THIS HAVE TO DO
> WITH GOD, KUNDALINI AND MOTHER
> EARTH????????????????????? John Carlo
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