To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/08/31 05:45
Subject: [K-list] Re: Righteous God
From: Autumn Wild
On 2001/08/31 05:45, Autumn Wild posted thus to the K-list:
Hello David,
In reply to your post,
>
>By that, do you mean to say that righteousness and "Light and Love"
>are mutually exclusive qualities?
>
For me growing up, righteous God was a term I heard alot and I also heard
alot of talk about wicked people and how they would be judged and condemned.
I grew up with a lot of fear around me and I began to relate to the world
with a lot of fear subconsciously. I do not know what the dictionary
meaning is of 'rightousness' and that's not my point here, it was simply a
word that I have a lot negative assocations with. And as far as Light and
Love goes, yes it's very real still for me, but the thing is, is that
sometimes our filters block the truth and the reality of what is and we
don't always see the bigger picture. I was not stating rightousness and
light and love as opposites or anything else, simply my perceptions going
through changes.
>
> and now to
> > finally realizing that in my heart I do not belief in a
>conceptualized
> > God/dess at all.
>So the above is not a concept? Then what is it? :)
>
I do not know, that's the point.
Besides, are concepts real? .... they shift and change with the tides of
our thinking.
>
>This has taken me some time to acknowledge, what I have
> > buried for so long, as I now have no other in my heart to pray to or
>ask for
> > guidance from.
>Why, I do pray to and ask guidance from an "other" every day; and I
>have received many answers. Would you care to tell me how you have
>come to ascertain that there is no "other"?
I am not declaring ultimate universal truths here. I wrote that post from
what I was feeling at the time and I wrote from my heart. I'm not interested
in who's right or wrong.
>There is no other...
> > The words that were resounding in my head the other night, was "I
>believe in
> > me"....
>Well, I believe in you too. But I do not believe you are God; neither
>do I believe that of myself. I do believe that Yah (God) has adopted
>me into his divine family, by way of Yahshua (Jesus), and I am now
>spiritually gestating in preparation for birth as a member of the God
>family. (As Paul said: "It does not yet appear what we shall be...")
>
>In the meantime I am allowed to "borrow" some of his power and
>authority in accordance with his sovereign will. But it does not
>originate with me, and I do not have the final say as to how that
>power will be employed and what it will do.
>
>All you folks who think you are God, I'm sure, are very nice and
>sincere. But if you want me to believe you are God, I want to see you
>do some God-like things. Move a mountain! Make a bush burn without
>burning up! Raise someone from the dead! Create a man and woman!
>Create a planet! Or a universe!
Why are you here?
I'm interested as to why you are responding to posts on a kundalini site,
are you experiencing a K-awakening?
Because you don't seem to understand what this process entails and how
profoundly it can radically change not just your beliefs, but how you
experience LIFE.
>Well ... come on, already!
>
>If you can't do those things, then it seems to me that you are not God
>in any meaningful sense of the word. It's about action, not about
>theory. I think it was Paul who said "the kingdom of God does not
>consist in words, but in **power**."I thought God was about Love.
Autumn
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