To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/08/23 15:19
Subject: Re: [K-list] love and confirmation
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent

At 02:32 AM 8/23/01, José H wrote:
>Trying to get back to what I wanted to say - not really sure myself - is
>that in the end I feel accepted in this spiritual experience, in
>K-experience and the fact I am not alone in this, and not crazy for
>experiencing those things. It is giving me what I never got, and should
>have gotten as a little baby.

    Beautiful.. that is part of the list purpose.

> Maybe I would never have experienced as much from the spiritual world
> without this trauma - and would not experience the world around me in
> this light. I see many people around me who got more of this love and
> confirmation as a child - but get stuck in material wellbeing as long as
> they can get it.

    You are beginning to see perfection in what Is, and the hidden purpose
that may be behind your difficult childhood. This is the key to healing and
forgiveness.

    Because you did not get validation externally, you had to turn inward
to find it, in Goddess.

>I am not sure what I am bringing up - I don't know exactly why I am
>writing this - but it came to me after writing about loving yourself to
>Shahadaa. I will post it anyway, maybe somebody can help me out on this.

    You are expressing the discovery of hidden value behind your
difficulties. Yes, that is so.. everything that Is, is a gift of Goddess.
What we call problems, are the gifts we have not yet discovered the purpose
of. When you begin to see your childhood difficulties as an amazing gift of
love that led you to experience the profound spirituality of awakening,
then you can really let the old issues go, and become whole.
 Blessings!

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