To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/08/22 08:14
Subject: [K-list] Hello everyone.
From: Unit1021
On 2001/08/22 08:14, Unit1021 posted thus to the K-list:
Hello everyone,
I'm new to the list. It was the crazyest roundabout rout that led me
to look for Mystress Angeliques website. But its really started me on
the real path. And then this list. I've learned soooo much from all
the posts here.
Just a few days ago I cleared out some bad spirits that latched onto
me and nobody could help me with them. Even this "spiritual master
guy" here. I read up on what Mystress Angelique said and tried it
out. I tricked them out of me!! HAHAHAHA You dont know how damn happy
I was when I felt it take off up into the light. Well I say I did
it.. But I know I couldnt really do it without help.... But its still
cool. Thanks Mystress for writing all that great stuff!
So now I'm on the right road here. But I'm scared. I read all these
things about how kundalini can make you go crazy. I just want to live
and be happy. Lately I've been feeling a lot of energy moving
around.. I'm scared. I dont want to go crazy. I dont think I'm ready
for the big time yet. I mean being an empath and a very very
sensitive person has totaly destroyed my life up till now. I need to
heal my body and mind before I can move on. But I think that I need
this stuff to actualy do this..
I was at the library reading one of Mystress Angeliques websites and
started getting this energy buzz. I was looking around trying to see
what it was, checking everyone out, everything out, nothing... Then I
realised that it was comming from her site! I was pretty shocked! I
read on the next page that the site was shakti charged and that if
you had accended K you could feel it. So I was thinking... uhhhh... I
dont know if I'm assended or not, but I do feel the energy buzzing
around. I feel lots of energy all the time, I'm pretty sure thats
what all empaths do. Maybe I am just picking up on that? Or do I have
Kundalini already? Can non Kundalini people feel shakti energy at all?
Anyways, I'm scared. I am working on talking to my unconcious and
Godess and I'm getting mumbly jumbly info. I know this is due to my
spine injury's. Energy is not flowing right at all. I ask for advise
about things and what I get is like somone talking to me through a
stone wall. Cant make it out. I want to send energies into my spine,
and I had all this gold energy that just popped up that was ready to
go but I got freaked out. I read about sending energies into your
spine will awaken the kundalini energy. And I'm not ready for it yet.
So I stopped... I dont know what to do about it. I have to heal it,
but I'm worried about going to far with this....
Thanks for any info or advice.
Sean
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
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