To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/08/16 16:28
Subject: Re: [K-list] Hi
From: Paul Perner
On 2001/08/16 16:28, Paul Perner posted thus to the K-list:
thalia wrote:
>
> .........
> ......am not going to go mad.. Although at this present time insanity
> feels like the easier option.. What can be said, first of all let me
> explain that I have a Dissociative Identity Disorder, not sure how many of
> you have come across this or have even heard of it, .........
Hello Thalia,
Most of the people on this list are familiar with DID. I'd suggest not
to *identify* too closely with "identity disorder"... as there's a box
that psychiatry would love to have you jump in so they could get a
handle on your uniqueness. Once in the label box, it might be hard to
get out.
> life is hard and being in a body even harder, Feeling not only your pain but
> what at times also feels like the whole of earths pain can be terrifying and
> un-bearable, at times I feel that I am talking a language that only I
> understand as if by the time it comes out of the mouth it has been
> translated into soem foriegn langauge that no-one has ever come across
> before, they look at you as if you are from another place another planet,
Yes, I know exactly what you mean. I was there... if only for a few
days,
when I had a spiritual emergency after a spontaneous awakening. This
list
has been sooooo good for me since then. I thought nobody on Earth could
relate to me... now I know I have friends. Welcome to the family!
Mystress and others here are very loving and have incredible
insights. I really think you came to the right place.
> loneliness is beyond description isolation too painful to describe.. Yet
> soemthing inside keeps on trudging hoping that home does truly exist, for it
> feels as though almost since the begining of time it has been lost as
> quickly as it was known to be there it was no longer visible, .....
Yes, it's like a dream that quickly fades in the morning. The longing
for it's return is natural. Somehow, I believe we are all coming home
again. Not to the place where we struggled with our parents, but to the
home
of our true source.
> ................ This for now is where I will
> leave it, hope it makes some sense to someone somewhere.. Thalia..
>
It made perfect sense. Thank you, Thalia.
With Love,
Paul
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