To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/08/14 07:30
Subject: [K-list] To Denise, plus other scattered thoughts
From: Cleocatras

Dear Denise,

I just want to say how much I enjoyed reading your last post. It was so
"connecting"... written in spirit, knowing it was words given and meant to
pass along... channeling such beauty can be so euphoric -- reading it,
equally so.

Your partner sounds like a rare find. Such a just reward after the childhood
you described, and such sweetness is the worst revenge... I imagine the
family more than just notices the unbelievable contrast of your relationship
to the only kind they could seem to manifest. It will torture them until they
conform to better things... it always works that way, doesnt it?

So many things keep coming back and coming back until you get it. Angelique's
words keep reminding me: "God/dess leads with a carrot and guides with a
stick." Stick: usually over and over until you get it. "Stay on the path",
says her stick. ...lots of carrots on the path... all intended for deep
contemplations. The more I seek Her, the less I feel Her stick. This leaves
not much to wonder about in terms of what I should be doing.

After reading Denise's and Jason's thoughts I realize how deeply connected we
really are to each other. Ten more years on this list together and where do
you suppose we will be? Well, it struck me that we may be not just together
on a list, but physically together. Some of you may remember me talking about
my treehouse, and the struggles I have to keep the house I have now. The
equity here is substantial to lose. Now the payment has jumped up another
$300 per month, and even tougher to achieve, being $100 more than what my job
pays -- a nightmare, you would think... but ever since I have had thoughts of
using the equity from this house to go into spiritual retreat, meeting that
huge payment has become a different situation. Seems like a chain of
assistance and events now perpetuate its being paid. It seems like I can
almost watch its unfolding each month... so now, I get it. The stick is gone
and I am seeking yet another carrot...

So, I am saving for the retreat... at least 100 acres and tall trees for my
treehouse, with enough trees to harbor a few more. After researching on the
net, I see that the treehouse experience is in "high" demand, bringing in
$150-200 per day rates for those vacationers. Seems the potential is looking
very prosperous, when the cost to build a really nice one is about $40-45,000
and the paid in full is 200-300 rental days, or 40 weeks.

Anyone have any suggestions for location?

Blessings,
Cat

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