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Recieved: 2001/08/11 14:50
Subject: [K-list] Attitude adjustments
From: Pepper J. Baxter

On 2001/08/11 14:50, Pepper J. Baxter posted thus to the K-list:

Hi All on the list,
I'm pooped! Attitude adjustmants can really wear a person out trying to
correct them. I get worried that I would become a little Hitler acting
spirit. Yet I can't let myself go back to the way I was in a lot of
ways. I'm so mixed up as to what others around me think people should
be, and act.
I'm tired of having to live in cubicals and alotted slots. It's like
I've broken out of a jail and a lot of people are mad because I took the
key with me and they can't lock me in any more. Some of my friends want
me to be the way I was before. I can't even if I wanted to. My other
friends are changing also, and love it that I am soooo not afraid to
experament with new ideas. Still I stop and wonder at times what it's
all about and if it's all worth the time and energy. But I feel so alive
now, and I had been so dead before.
Are other's going through such over abundance of change that it's almost
overwhelming? My new ideas are also overwhelming. I want to run
sometimes but I make myself stay put. Not afraid, overwhelmed!
Maybe it's the K! Maybe I've gotten rid of some bad blockage and maybe
their is much more light coming through. Pepper


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