To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/08/10 22:26
Subject: Re: [K-list] small requesting. . ..
From: David Bozzi
On 2001/08/10 22:26, David Bozzi posted thus to the K-list: Panthur212ATnospamhotmail.com wrote:
> I would like to request a bit of
> healing. . .?
Consider it done. : )
> please. any healing. . .for myself. a prayer, a
> blessing, a nano-second of a thought-sent smile. . .Anything. . .
> I am lost, and
> my heart is fizzing in a way that makes me wish to cry, badly. . .
Why hold back rain?
> I think I might, though I am tired. I want to shout out or simply
> speak, of a hundred things that I might begin the letting go of them-
> -but cannot just now beacuse the words, they hide.
Hide what?
> I burn inside to talk,
You burn inside to live.
> and to rest in arms- -and I am so- - - frustrated, and alone. .
> I feel alone. . . I feel lost and found at the same time- - and know
> that this , too, shall pass- -but am hurting and lost and rather
> afraid.
Treat your Fear like a Friend.
> Something turns within me, working to change- -and I am . .
> Afraid. Just afraid. Just another type of resistance, and Goddess
> IS with me- -*smiles, softly* Patiently waiting, I am sure, outside
> of my damned , self-imposed bubble. . .
Who imposed what bubble?
Find out now.
> And I realize suddenly how hillarious this is- me, sitting here,
> sharing this with you- - and at the same time, it's reality. :0)
God forbid.
> Now i understand the sense of humour. please, all of you, please,
> forgive me my whining.
Thanks for the laugh. : )
> I suppose that those who are meant
> to find the meaning behind my ridiculous ranting, will do so. . .
Loneliness
is nothing more
than the fear of oneself.
I urge you to re-read your e-mail
as if you were reading it
to your Loneliness.
Blessings
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