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Recieved: 2001/08/08 15:07
Subject: [K-list] Hillary's comment
From: Cleocatras
On 2001/08/08 15:07, Cleocatras posted thus to the K-list:
> I was especially fascinated by the fact that Osho had CFS (Chronic
> Fatigue Syndrome), a syndrome which seems to have a connection to
Kundalini.
I suspected there were clear reasons for my chronic fatigue syndrome, which
is accompanied by sleep apnea and narcolepsy, and of course, which started
with my thyroid...
I did not bother to go through the diagnosis. It is almost past me now,
clearly transitional... lasted about two years... the narcolepsy is nearly
gone at the same time.
I was basically in a semi-conscious state for with the narcolepsy for 24
months off and on... memory loss most of that time as well... I thought at
first it was a real problem, until I understood it all... because this gave
me an opportunity to let go of the karma bit by bit as I gathered my memory
back, instead of being bombarded with all that history I had... I came so
close to losing everything, as some of you know. But close did not mean I did
in the end (so far, that is..)
Lost my credit, but not my house and not my equity or my son.
The chronic fatigue caused me to detach from all the goings on around me, to
stay inside of myself. The grass grew, the paint peeled, the dog barked, the
leaved never got raked... these things used to drive me with ambitious
oblivion -- raking cleaning preening... <now> it is no big deal... before I
would have had a fit...
same with the car, the friends, the money, the credit... <ho hum> I am not
attached there any more. Although, I will say, it was like ripping a bandaid
off when I had to "loose" myself...
So, now that you set off this trigger about this topic, Hillary... can you do
another survey? When you meantioned the chronic fatique it resonated like I
was sitting in a vibrating lazyboy recliner at 200 amps... <wink>
And should we say it is possible to go through this stage eventually, and
that if you know ahead of time that you are going to have one to two years of
chronic fatigue downtime later on... it would have certainly helped me be
more prepared...
The chinese herbs and a vibrantly positive teacher of Catlin's snapped me out
of it, in combination with some healing work from Angelique... but honestly,
I had come to the end of all those things I needed to process. Probably the
real reason it went away...
Blessings...
Cat
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