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Recieved: 2001/08/03 07:53
Subject: [K-list] Not Thinking/ Nina
From: Cleocatras

On 2001/08/03 07:53, Cleocatras posted thus to the K-list:

from Nina:
"not thinking" is a curious hook for me. I realize Catlin
is somehow "challenged"... but that "not thinking" thought is
possibly the critical "sharpness". Perhaps this is the root of the

negativity? Perhaps by thinking that Catlin does not think, there is

a scenario set up in which it is difficult to recognize that Catlin
 
does think? Just a thought... take it or leave it...

Dear Nina,

I see what you are saying, fortunately, it is not expressed to Catlin in the
way I expressed it here, which was for the sake of brevity, I express it as
"not paying attention" instead...

Catlin does think continually, usually in obsessive circular patterns of
repetition over things like cards, papers, marbles and more recently, the
hose in the driveway, which is getting on my nerves... I have had to take
away the gameboy so that he would eat, sleep and use toilet paper and quit
ignoring everything around him. The more promising thinkings are math,
computers and game and formulaic inventions on his calculator. Very recently,
the Tibetan Buddhist Monk has given him the idea of developing wisdom opposed
to math equations, but it hasnt sunk into an obsession yet.

The obsession with the hose has become a real problem, though, and yesterday
it got run over by the van as I was hurrying to work, and cost me another to
replace it since I ran over the threaded end... just like I said might
happen. The worst part, is it was only a week old.

Usually the things that "might" happen occur without my participation, thank
goodness. But sometimes, due to frequency, I wonder if my saying what could
occur helps manifest it, as Angelique explained thought forms do.

Blessings,
Cat






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