To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/07/29 23:22
Subject: Re: [K-list] Kimberly
From: ? ?
On 2001/07/29 23:22, ? ? posted thus to the K-list: <<I didn't imply Twilight Zoner's weren't normal,...you did! >>
I was tapping into the premise of the show...the other dimension, etc.
<<I sometimes
don't get the gist of something if I'm tired, and somewhat worn out at
times. Sorry...I don't mean to irritate you.>>
Nah, not irritated, just hate to repeat myself. I used to have a friend with whom my communication was so messed up we'd repeat the same thing to each other and not understand it. ;)
<< Your problems must be so
overwhelming for you to cope with. I hope something will happen to give
you total relief not only from the pain, but from your physical problems
that causes it.>>
Lots of surgery, and I could do lots of painkillers...but I just allowed the other rules to take effect, long before I knew what I was doing consciously. I don't like drugs. In fact just stepped off of a migraine/seizure med and feel much better and stable now. I fail to see the benefits of the surgery over what I have now. For now I'll let my body regulate itself...it's becoming quite good at it as I wean it off rational doctors and their thought projections.
<< I guess it takes a change in consciousness to do this. I
wish I could help you somehow but I can't, but you can! Sincerely>>
Of course I can. I gave away the pain many times...only to end up back in my childhood hospital (the Shriner's) seeing how lucky I truly am. It comes back, but pain can be transmuted too...changed into bliss... The image of a girl with 4 prosthetic limbs in still vivid in my mind...running full tilt down the hallway and the nurses couldn't catch her. She'd only had them for a few days... I remember her, and another girl with sickle cell anemia...both defying the odds, both a heck of a lot worse off than someone with a few oddly built joints. :)
Pure joy...pure bliss...remembering them now.
Kimberly
Pepper
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