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Recieved: 2001/07/28 23:37
Subject: Re: [K-list] The carrot for the perrot
From: ? ?
On 2001/07/28 23:37, ? ? posted thus to the K-list:
> but I also know that if I jump from a 400 feet building I will crash in
> an ugly blood and flesh mess as anybody else...
It's not 400 feet, but I did go out a third story window once quite purposely...then got up and walked away without a scratch or ache. :) The final lesson: Goddess is the boss, and I'm not getting out of physical reality until She wills it, regardless of how many exit ramps I try. ;)
> Why do theese physical realities are not as malleable as
> spiritual-psychological ones?
How malleable the physical is has been dependent on how much control I was willing to let go. The rational mind is very good at enforcing the laws of science, but when I relaxed the rational mind and its insistence on what physical reality was, many things became possible.
> When you think you are something, but you are faced with who you really
> are, completely different thing, so powerful that the distress is
> indescriptible... You come to know a bit of what humility is... and I
> stoped spreading my stupid rational ego-ideas-masturbation on anyone.
May I safely assume that this is the root of your hostile diatribes on what the list should be, and how we should all interact?
I rarely speak here, because I do not speak for the sake of hearing my echo. I speak out of personal experience, including one similar to yours sans drugs and hospitals. I never went to a hospital because I was led *here* so I could learn to love all the differences that I was then ashamed of. 19 years of burying anything remotely resembling an emotion or memory...and one day it all came unsealed.
> Now I prefer to talk about my being and my experiences. Ideas are what
> they are... issued from the same world as fantasies. They make you
> think you have a grip... and you really have! ...but just on the
> reality of this world of fantasy... It does'nt change the 400 feet
> building reality.
I suppose that is for people outside my experience and being. ;)
> I suggest a discussion here... Why do the universal life force created
> this reality of millions of years of very crude stuff for us to live
> within? Can you connect with this reality without disgust?
Yes. :)
Kimberly
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