To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/07/27 07:19
Subject: [K-list] To Maria
From: Cleocatras
On 2001/07/27 07:19, Cleocatras posted thus to the K-list:
> I was in a dark forest
The "impression" of the dark forest is that you cannot "see".
> and scared to death, the grizzly approached me and lay
> beside me but did not hurt me!...
The grizzly came to tell you that you can see in the darkness, and without
the need for fear.
If he laid down beside you, he is there for you, all the essence of who he
is, remember, no enemies approach the big bear in a dark forest. And he is
big enough to make he way ahead of you, clearing out all the sticks and
stickers, pits, swamps snakes, etc... all those physical things that could
harm your physical self, so you can walk in the dark forest safely.
If you were so fearful of the bear to run back into the darkness where you
also feared not seeing, then what? What else is in the forest more ominous
than the bear? And if the bear is not going to persue you, then why run into
the forest you were so afraid of before he came? Do you always run into the
darkness when faced with fear? Even when the fear lays down beside you in
peace? Fear is only an impulse that dying is a terrible thing. It isnt. We
all have to do it eventually. If you dont overcome this, you will be in the
dark forest screaming in fear from a bear who wants to be good to you. How
will you ever know what the bear can do for you if you are taking the option
of darkness instead?
but I ran even though he
> didnt. In consequence, in the mornings I wake up with a
> bit of anxiety, I feel like my kundalini has shut down and
> I"m back to the dark side of my psyche.
Kundalini is growth. When you run into the blank black forest with fear, dont
expect alot of experiences of growth.
I meditate at
> least for 15 minutes and regain some peace.
Peace is to view fear as an observer.
Is this all a
> cleansing process that my psyche is going through?
The idea is, you and the bear are going to share some experience together if
you are not fearful. Dont expect to let things process all by itself. You
have to do the work instead of the running. Processing doesnt always just
happen, sometimes it has to be willful, even in the dream state. I didnt just
become mature, I had to work at it, thinking things over, getting past the
things that irritated me, provoked me, caused me to be fearful, or any of
those other lower chakra emotions... didnt just "happen".
My
> dreams have always been about my fears, I would wake up
> emotoinally disturbed.
Disturbed until you worked through them until the vaporized in higher
consciousness.
Fear is only a preconcieved NOTION. It is not anything an angel or Divinity
would attach to.
Blessings,
Cat, the Fearless
(although I am still *afraid* of my anxiety and frustration from those
belching and farting mantras that my son tries to torture me with...)
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
DISCLAIMER!
Home | Archive Index | Search the archives | Subscribe
K. List FAQ | Kundalini FAQs | Signs and Symptoms | Awakening Experiences | K. list Polls | Member Essays | Meditations | List Topics | Art Gallery | Cybrary | Sitemap | Email the moderators.
symbol.