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Recieved: 2001/07/25 06:36
Subject: [K-list] Re: Karma Judo. Was: fundamentals of witchhunts
From: Nancy Brook
On 2001/07/25 06:36, Nancy Brook posted thus to the K-list:
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mystressATnospamfire-serpent.com>
> Remember, you are the person who taught
> me to recognise karmic stuff
> that belonged to other people by asking for it
> all to show up within me as
> a specific color. Handy trick!
Well, you taught me that it was karma that I was taking on! I just would know that someone was hooked into me.
I don't think I take on much of others' stuff because I have little sympathy for people wallowing in their own creations. So many people just want to complain and not do anything or change their perceptions. Wallow.
Then there are others who want me for my energy. Usually, they get a smile and politeness but not me. They get tired of the game when they realize they will have to do their own work. Much like your phone friend last night.
Now there are some people I have become hooked on, mostly men. I have without consciously being aware used the force of my energy to draw them in like moths to the light. And as you've said, their poor wings get burnt when they get too close! haha! I'm stopping that. Rather than a laser point, I'm focusing my love as a beacon that comes from within and radiates round. It's much gentler and not focused on anyone or anything.
I have some people in my life who don't like to see me too often. I think I bring up too much stuff for them to process. There is one woman I work with who is like this. I saw her last week, and she was telling me all about her previous unhappy work environment, complaining about her boss, etc. I wasn't too hard on her because she had made a change. But, this is the good part, I REALIZED that she was giving me her karma! That realization is thanks to YOU, Mystress. Oh! I thought. Incoming karma! And I pictured it going in my heart and out the top of my head...Goddess a gift for you. Voila! She felt better. I felt fine.
> You were part of me coming to this understanding,
> when you channelled my
> higher self, in a dream to explain the
> meaning of twin flames in clearer
> words than I had been able to find for myself.
> You asked me to translate
> the information you had been given,
> and with your consent I will forward
> that post to the list.
Yes, please do forward. It would be helpful to see!
You know, I think I am being love rather than projecting love most of the time. I'm struggling a bit to understand intellectually, though. The love is free from elation or frustration. It feels peaceful and radiant.
I did a meditation this morning and asked about sending love. The answer I received was that it is fine to send love as long as it is going through the divine. The divine force is what transmutes it as a healing force rather than a manipulative energy sucking force! ha!
I also agree that it is good to feel love within. I will admit that sometimes to really center in my love I have to focus on my love for another. It's not something that I try to project to them, but something I feel within.
Love is the divine. Love is the force of miracles. It's the balm that heals all wounds. Love is the space between God and humans, between you and me, between atoms. It becomes conscious through us humans. Even when it's not conscious, it is there in all. I remember even my mother's pillow that she died on had love in it. It told me a story about her. The energy trapped in the space between.
Gosh, remember where I was a few years ago, Angelique? hehe. I had no idea. NO CLUE! And now I feel like I'm getting it. Starting to get it anyway. It's funny, even when my habit would have me go back to pining away for someone, I just can't stay there!
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