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Recieved: 2001/07/16 04:35
Subject: Re: [K-list] Surrender Meanings...
From: missy chicken
On 2001/07/16 04:35, missy chicken posted thus to the K-list:
isnt that basically the same thing christianity does except calling goddess
instead of god???
ms chicken
>From: CLEOCATRAsATnospamaol.com
>To: K-list
>Subject: [K-list] Surrender Meanings...
>Date: Mon, 16 Jul 2001 06:47:15 EDT
>
>What is surrender?
>
>Surrender is letting go, trusting God/dess will handle all things for you.
>Surrender is like getting into the rollercoaster cart without knowing if
>the
>track is good, yet you do know, because God/dess is involved with you.
>
>Surrender is neutral position. Not bringing in your Ego self, your self
>focus. Throwing away arrogance, wantings, guilt, stubborness, resentment,
>vendictiveness, fear, fear of fear, worry, future plans, attachments,
>investments, expectations. God/dess is all there is, you dont need to know
>what is at the end of the roller coaster track. Whatever it is, it is what
>God/dess has designed.
>
>Surrender is throwing away willfulness and leaving self to sit back and
>watch
>the events unfold without things "sticking to you" which means causing
>energy
>to not be focused on God/dess, but instead, your Self.
>
>Surrender means to let go and let God/dess. To quit promoting outcomes the
>way you wish them to be. Instead your wish is to let them be just what they
>are.
>Surrender is to live with your ego packed in the trunk while your faith
>carries you on a majick carpet. Faith is trusting that God/dess knows what
>is
>best whether you can see it or not, and to sit on that carpet and feel the
>bliss of the ride, minus all those other attachments... Bliss comes when
>there are no attachments to willfullness, and only through surrender.
>
>Surrender is being able to stand before little deaths and feel no second
>thoughts, no misgivings, no fear. Little deaths are giving up the focus on
>what you want and just enjoying the ride. Little deaths of what you want,
>what you worked for, what you expect to happen because you invested, what
>you
>thought you could cause people to do in the interest of your ideas. Your
>intentions.
>When all the little deaths are past you, the funeral of fear no longer
>attracts your attention, all that is left are the fruits and the flowers of
>no remembering, no thought only the light of God/dess. You cross the veil,
>have moments that you can see with her eyes, love with her loving and you
>ride that majik carpet that has no bumps or accidents or injuries.. only
>learning, growing and travelling experiences in bliss, calm, peace,
>timelessness, gifts, bounty...
>
>It is only the ego mind that suffers, until it surrenders to pure faith --
>without self attachment, unrelented non-hesitant spontaniety (in the moment
>there is no space for thought). Ego mind writes and composes the suffering,
>the fear, the reluctance, the hesitation, the debate of the issue of
>surrender -- hears its own argument and only as its own possession in order
>to define itself. Without ego, and letting go to surrender, none of these
>things exist. No more definition or explaining is necessary.
>
>Cat
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