To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/07/10 19:57
Subject: Re: [K-list] Dissatisfaction with life
From: Tracym
On 2001/07/10 19:57, Tracym posted thus to the K-list: oh.
my god. >From: "www.siiya.net / prod. musique & multimedia web" <siiyaATnospamv...>
>Date: Tue Jul 10, 2001 1:56
>pm
>Subject: Re: [K-list] Dissatisfaction with life
>Hi, I don't know where some of you live but for me it isn't easy at
all to live
>my emotions... I am forced to live most of my emotions alone during
meditation
>while it could be more useful to live them with the people that aroused them.
>The problem is that again there is a "code" for the people playing a game, a
>code for perverting emotions, a code that make them think they are angry when
>they repress anger, think they are living love when they are just fleeing
>reality, think they have compassion while they are just playing a role to
trick
>their guilt or bad conscience. This code of repression is well alive,
and
>especially in places like this
>list where it curiously should be the less. When somebody says that he
>feels it seems to be something missing, that he
>can never put his finger on it, that is a description of a couple of
emotions.
>He can not name them, but he sure live them if he can talk about them and
>describe them. When another one come and, after giving a good looking
intro, says with
>condescendance and complaisance "Why don't you start living your emotions,
>instead of discussing the limitations to express them?" I clearly see he is
>full of shit. He was starting to live them, and this clever asshole
who's got the answer
>just made what he thinks he is never going to do: repress a talking soul.
He
>is just like so many "therapists" I saw and thought they had it all while
they
>were agravating the condition of their clients. Emotions are the
language
of the soul, are energy, and in this domain it is
>never clean and kind. An emotion can not be put in a box to fit the other's
>expectations. One of the most difficult thing is to correctly name them, but
>it is not necessary until a stupid jerk comes and try to say you are not
living
>this, but that... Interpretation kills...
>I am sick of all these stupid ignorants that contribute to make this list a
>joke.
>Benoit
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