To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/07/10 11:51
Subject: Re: [K-list] Dissatisfaction with life
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2001/07/10 11:51, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 06:56 AM 7/10/01, www.siiya.net / prod. musique & multimedia web wrote:
>Hi,
>
> I don't know where some of you live but for me it isn't easy at all
> to live
>my emotions... I am forced to live most of my emotions alone during
>meditation
>while it could be more useful to live them with the people that aroused them.
Why? Your emotions are all about you, they are *your* emotions. Your
reactions to your environment. Look at them in meditation.. look at why you
feel you cannot express them.
>The problem is that again there is a "code" for the people playing a game, a
>code for perverting emotions, a code that make them think they are angry when
>they repress anger, think they are living love when they are just fleeing
>reality, think they have compassion while they are just playing a role to
>trick
>their guilt or bad conscience.
Did you ever hear the expression, "Everything you see is yourself
reflected"? Perhaps there is no problem with "other people", except your
dissatisfaction with other people? You canot change the world by changing
what other people do.. you can only change yourself.. then other folks
change too.
> This code of repression is well alive, and especially in places like this
>list where it curiously should be the less.
Should be? Who are you to decide how the list should be? Seems to be
that your judgments are repressive.. the list is just fine.
> When somebody says that he feels it seems to be something missing,
> that he
>can never put his finger on it, that is a description of a couple of emotions.
>He can not name them, but he sure live them if he can talk about them and
>describe them.
He did describe them, nobody told him not to.
> When another one come and, after giving a good looking intro, says with
>condescendance and complaisance "Why don't you start living your emotions,
>instead of discussing the limitations to express them?" I clearly see he is
>full of shit.
Your perceptions are all about you.
> He was starting to live them, and this clever asshole who's got the
> answer
>just made what he thinks he is never going to do: repress a talking soul.
Nobody repressed him he is fee to post all he wants.
> He
>is just like so many "therapists" I saw and thought they had it all while they
>were agravating the condition of their clients.
Ah so.. so you are not really angry at the list, you are angry at the
therapists? Well, that is interesting..
> Emotions are the language of the soul, are energy, and in this domain
> it is
>never clean and kind.
Are you being clean and kind?
> An emotion can not be put in a box to fit the other's
>expectations. One of the most difficult thing is to correctly name them, but
>it is not necessary until a stupid jerk comes and try to say you are not
>living
>this, but that... Interpretation kills...
You have just interpreted Jose.. and aggressively, with anger.
> I am sick of all these stupid ignorants that contribute to make this
> list a
>joke.
Clean and kind Benoit? Another old expression is, "What you put out,
comes back multiplied". If kindness is what you want, then be kind. Sorry
to hear you are sick... but this type of sickness is of your own choosing.
Blessings..
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