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Recieved: 2001/06/21 04:32
Subject: [K-list] For Benoit
From: Cleocatras
On 2001/06/21 04:32, Cleocatras posted thus to the K-list:
For Benoit,
I think Susan had a good thought on that concept that for some reason you may
feel you dont deserve a good life and you turn back to self-destruct and
avoidance and take you existence back into the illusion. And then, there is
the thought that you may have felt unloved and neglected and so you pampered
yourself with these illusions since they do create a feeling of bliss similar
to a hug. Like Bradshaw suggests, you may have to go back there and see what
caused you to formulate this response as part of your childhood survival. You
will have to be your child once again and relive those feelings and what your
thoughts were then, and bring with you, your parent for council. With your
now adult guidance your own parental advice may sway your child to think
differently. When you arrive at that part of your brain, it is those
neurotransmitters that store that misconception that have kept you in your
childhood scripts. Bringing yourself back there and making it your here and
now is exactly how to heal those neurotransmitters once and for all.
Otherwise, they will always be there conflicting with your adult self and you
will forever be fighting their direction. It will help to understand that the
brain is millions of pathways, "logged in" dogmas and directives that cannot
be unwritten unless you reach that pathway to that particular cell that
stores the thought. Bradshaw did not say this, but from a purely mechanical
point of view, this visualization of how to fix a glitch of cognative
mislearning can help immensely. The same way you would have to get the
address and drive back there to paint the house (where you used to live) a
different color.
And Benoit, don't feel singled out, we all have to do this.
Being the warrior against what has been a part of you is honorable and
powerful. This is the first step to declaring a healing. Anger is the next,
and I am sure it will be coming soon and probably has been. But, you should
be angry most at a little neurotransmitter that is hellbent to declare itself
as dominant in your life. Remember, it is a thought form that refuses to let
go of you. Angry must come. It is part of the process. Then comes the
reflexion, analysis and complete healing.... so you are definitely doing just
fine and we love you!!
Cat
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