To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/06/21 00:06
Subject: [K-list] I'm so hot...
From: www.siiya.net / prod. musique & multimedia web
On 2001/06/21 00:06, www.siiya.net / prod. musique & multimedia web posted thus to the K-list:
Hi, I am the free psycho-spiritual guy... at your disposition to mess
you up especially if you don't need it...
Walked down the street this evening and saw a women beatten by her
husban. I said to myself, "with the power of god, I will resolve this
deranging thing because I feel I have a special power" it's true! My
mind is so active and hyper than I can not keep it for myself... I MUST
INTERVENE, I MUST PUT MY "GRAIN DE SEL" ON THE MECHANISM... So much
power must be for a special use... God never give something for
nothing... I have no self-estime, no existence on my own, but when I
spread my 2 cents philosophy on the lives of others I feel I exist for
something. This is my cause.
I am so egocentric that I have no problems in knowing everyone of you
there; I just pick a side of my narcissic self and apply it to you.
It's easy, makes me feel I do the job. Absolutely no questionning about
this. And because I spend a lot of time working on everybody's case, I
see no difference at all between me and "mere theresa". I don't
understand why I'm not a saint yet.
I feel like killing the people who don't think like me, but I don't know
my feelings, I just act them like a programmed-robot... I have a
response for everything. Will never let you have the last word.
Said to her: "Wake-up! You are projecting your unresolved conflicts
with your father!" Look at you! You don't take care of you, you are
beatten because you let others beat you! IT IS YOUR FAULT WHAT'S
HAPPENING! It is not normal to be beatten... I am so sorry for you...
Tonight come by my house and we'll do some positive thinking to arrange
your situation. We'll take the control of your life and make you a
better person, just like us, except that we hold the commands...
I'm experimenting my fantasies on other human like if they were rats,
banging in their psyche like an elephant rushing in a little delicate
house, but when they say to me I'm deranging I know what to do... I
have the gift of perverting everything god has created... I'll take THE
word in the phrase that do not sound good to me and I will build a BIG
theory on how you are fucked up.
I WILL NEVER LET YOU STAND BESIDE ME AS AN EQUAL. But I will be kind to
you and I will prey for you so you think it's the best thing for you to
happen.
I turn anything into shit, but the people don't understand me. I want
their souls to be healed. If anything become shit after I passed
somewhere, it's because "THEY DECIDED TO LET IT HAPPEN"
I have absolutely no responsability in that, because I have no sense of
responsability (but this I don't know yet)
So if a lot of people are afraid to write down here who they are here,
It's because of me, because I can't wait to tell them who they are and
what they should do. I never talk about me because I am too generous of
myself, I forget myself in sacrificing for others. I am proud of all my
knowledge and wisdom and I say it again: "I'm free and dangerous, can't
absolutely not tell who is fragile and who is not..."
But wathever happens, it will be God's will, I am in direct contact with
him.
the free sicko-spiritual guy
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
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