To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/06/19 20:15
Subject: [K-list] Let's get into some denial...
From: www.siiya.net / prod. musique & multimedia web
On 2001/06/19 20:15, www.siiya.net / prod. musique & multimedia web posted thus to the K-list:
"The greatest mystery of all is reality"
I did'nt say that, but I sure think the same...
A women I hold in high esteem use to say to me: "The most difficult is
not to get out of
the body, but to fully incarnate it."
I knew it must have had some sense, but I had a couple more fantasys to
live.
You do astral projections? Fine... I do music and graphics. So?
For some people the culture of strong feelings, strong emotions and ego
reinforcement is
the key to know if they are alive, the only way to really feel life. Is
this a good image of
how they are soul disconnected or not?
For them I am never a subject; I am an object of... I am a cinema
screen on wich they
project their good or bad consience, impossible to relate to them
without getting into
some kind of "delire". Their unresolved crap sticks to the unknown they
see in me.
hum... strong stuff is also a good way to attain madness or die of an
heart attack.
Nobody that lives in a fantasy wants to come back to reality. Unless
they have no
choice. But reality is everywhere. So is denial... But Reality forces
into denial. Denial
never forces into reality. It is reality that forces you out of denial,
as it forced you in,
with your consentment...
Reality is what makes you feel like you are slipping on a dangerous
path... For a
"love-intoxicated" individual, reality is filled with evil, because
there is no "love" out there,
except in the fantasies realm. Reality is approached with fear, cause
it's dangerous. But
to live in fear is far more dangerous than to live in reality.
Reality is filled with strategies to kill. That's why business men are
more into it than
artists. The first goal is to survive... physically, and egotically,
if this word exist... not to
be a good person! Not to express yourself! After surviving, if you
have the time to...
maybe!
Their is a "social" spoken code, that is bullshit to anesthesiate naive
people to make them
feel confortable, safe and to transform them into easy preys, and there
is the unspoken
code, with absolutely no morality. Human race is very "hypocrite".
Equilibrium is a good thing but it always depend on where you are placed
on the board...
it depends of the extrems life placed you in... You don't decide it,
you try to reach it. We
venerate the people of the second class that plays the first best.
Those who are not good
actors are called "sociopathes" and they are fried.
But for me now reality is not clear, as it isn't for anybody. Mounting
a business is the
worst fantasy turn-off thing if you are not a natural business man, a
natural "winner". I
am a natural "performer" but I am into illusion if I think I can have it
easy with just that...
That's not enough...
I have not developped the concept of doing something that pays off. At
this point of my
life, it would be the best spiritual advancement I could get. After
that it wont be
finished... There is gonna be this family industry, managing feelings,
aging...
Those who prey, prey for me! We never know... And you will feel good
after because it
is a good action.
I will meditate and try to listen to good sense; I don't discern it now
in my mix.
Good sense is the best friend of reality. Reality is the worst ennemy
of the good people.
Benoit
(playing, as a young bear trying to catch the salmon in a river in B-C,
because one day it
is not a game anymore)
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