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Recieved: 2001/06/08 23:45
Subject: Re: [K-list] If we are not "God/dess" .. then who are we ..
From: www.siiya.net / prod. musique & multimedia web

Christopher Wynter wrote:

"the present-day meaning of God originated from a Sanskrit word which literally
translates as "to sacrifice" or "to be a sacrifice to".

I like it, this is SO SUBVERSIVE... and I know it's absolutely true...

I'm sure if all the people could be patiently explained all the consequences of what
you are saying, they would go get you in Australia and nail you to something you
could not easily get away from... Most of them are not ready, it can be very
explosive.

I never went this far into god questionning cause I thought it was theologians
bullshit; but it is really fundamental and for me deserves the emotional distress it
implies... Am I ready to lose my reason by accepting such vision in my mind? At 18,
I was not, I had to much illusions to loose, now at 31, I am. I am left with nothing
anyway, except my machines and my creativity, and ironically I exploit it in the
business of selling illusion... Not worth much...

What is my reason after all? What does it change to your lifes? And I'm wise enough
to know that my reason has done many bad things to me and to others... much more
than my very strongs emotions. Reason becomes at some point a kind of perversion,
it's unnatural. Good thing it collapses, tired of this: "I'm right, you're wrong,
we are right, they are wrong! they've done that to me, they are bad" It is
completely outside of what life really is: ACTION!

by the way...
WHEN THERE IS A DANGER, THERE IS TWO WAYS TO REACT: ATTACK OR GO AWAY!
standing there in fear without doing nothing is at some degree a self-condemnation to
death.

so...

"To sacrifice or to be sacrificed to" implies some kind of control, some kind of
primitive instinct like appeasing the dominant male and protect ourselves against
unpredictable bursts of anger, like if we were monkeys, or like some like to do with
their boss.

This is a really disapointing application to a concept supposed to be has noble as
God... So by what should I replace it? By a Godess? And what? I would continue to
have a passive role by placing the ultimate responsibility into someone else's
hands? No way...

So...

Let's stop right now the sacrifice and control mentality, just to see...

State of panic... I DON'T WANT ALL OF THIS LIBERTY FOR MY SELF!!! IF THERE IS A
GOD, I DON'T WANT WHAT WOULD BE IS MOST PRECIOUS GIFT!!!

Guess that's why I am on this earth after all theese lifes of not understanding
nothing out of nothing...

my best sentiments to C. S. and V. you are too much!

Benoit

P.S. True liberty for me exists when there is no God anymore, but before I attain
this, I can sacrifice him this fool rational dick in me I don't want anymore to live
with. Let's call it the universal force for now, or Kundalini! It's true that words
can be really intoxicating...

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