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Recieved: 2001/06/08 06:51
Subject: [K-list] AnneElisabeth
From: Cleocatras
On 2001/06/08 06:51, Cleocatras posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Ann Elisabeth,
Colette and I are both on AOL and we were discussing in instant message, the
idea of a group meditation for you, placing you under a protective glass bowl.
Please let us know if this problem continues to be distressing enough for us
to have a group moment in which we meditate a forcefield around you for
protection, and if you wish us to do this for you.
One of the things I do with adversaries while they are sleeping is try to
negotiate with them in their dreams. I speak to their spirit. I have noticed
it softens their response to me during waking hours quite effectively.
I have had some intense dealings with entities and spiritual warfare myself,
and during the time my brother was dealing with suicidal thoughts and
alcoholism 17 years ago, I battled it and sucked it right out of him and got
a good look at it. It was so determined that it tossed my brother across the
front seat of my car over and over for an hour during the road trip to get to
the University rehab, one minute hugging me and the next minute trying to
jump out of the car going 65 miles an hour. In the same year, I could not
understand why my mother sat on my husband's lap and licked his nose in some
perverted fashion. And just several days later, my passive husband became
extremely violent. During an episode of his choking me and just before
reaching the point of passing out, I saw the face of an entity overlays over
my soon to be ex's face, and knew what I was dealing with. I was a Christian
and believed in demons at the time, which I think can play a role in these
matters.
During this period, I was also told in meditation that my prayers needed to
be very specific to be most effective. This was the beginning of
visualization in meditation, and learning how to manifest positive outcomes
through meditation.
There is some very interesting history in my family, including a picture of
my father and my uncle sitting on the fender of Hitler's limosine, waiting
for the campaign baby kiss when he was 6 months old, and poltergiest type
happenings in my grandmother's house on my mother's side. Discussing all of
these events with Angelique last year, she and I spent considerable joint
meditation time addressing this potential entity issue. The fact that my life
was riddled with more than my share of bad luck seemed to tip her off to
looking at the potential of entity issues. My physical and emotional self had
been continually challenged for years. Since our time addressing this issue
events like these have been considerably reduced and my brother's life is
becoming more peaceful as well. I am just saying that I have some first hand
experiences with entities and spiritual warfare is very real to me. Most of
my dealings with these matters manifested in physcial or emotional harm or a
host of hardship type experiences, and people intentionally setting out to do
emotional, financial or physical harm around me. I think that is why I detest
home invasions so much these days of any kind, including the spiritual ones
you are experiencing.
Think about what I might consider if I were surrounded in a community of
people you described, I am just bold enough and rebel enough that I might
advertise and start a meditation group designed to draw the neighborhood
Christians in for universal meditation. Anyone who might participate is a
potential friend and support system within the community. It would also give
you an opportunity to express your personal Christian views to a few others
in a non-adversarial environment, and draw in others who may have had the
same experiences as you. Born Again Yoga, Christian Yoga, Holy Spirit Yoga
<wink>. GodWitch... Witches for God. LOL
When I realized entities did exist and were seemingly roaming among my
friends an relatives and continually intruding on my existence, I used to
meditate my spiritual armour, visualizing a impervious metal shield to
protect my physical self and a helmet to protect my emotional self and a
sheath of arrows to kill intent to do harm. Wings on my boots to astral
travel, which I used to find out ahead of time when an event might occur, and
also to negotiate and mediate through dreams, and in them, I also used to
throw fireballs of healing. Tummo Reiki visualization, perhaps...
At any rate, being a visualizing warrior always seemed to put me on the front
lines and in the trenches, some say because I was one of the few who knew our
existence was indeed a spiritual one and others say because Hitler's Kiss
brought a host of adversaries... but since the time of the spiritual work
with Angelique, things have died down to a whisper and the armour is back in
the closet.
Blessings,
Cat
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