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Recieved: 2001/06/07 07:20
Subject: [K-list] AnnElisabeth
From: Cleocatras
On 2001/06/07 07:20, Cleocatras posted thus to the K-list:
Dear AnnElizabeth,
I wish Angelique were here to give us her take on this, and she has gotten on
me before for overdramatizing situtations...but, my take on your situation
is, if it is a prayer circle that is targeting you, this is a lot of
"interference" energy for one person to deal with. If you are attuned enough
to sense this energy, then you are also somewhat pre-occupied by its
interference. Your pre-occupation with it is just as valid an interference as
the interference itself. I cant say this does not mean you should not be
"pre-occupied" with it.
I once had an associate who sent up all the red flags as a sociopath and
predator male, and so several at a church I spent time in started a prayer
circle. Not too long past that time, this fellow invited himself to go to
this same church, and while he was there that day, acted out the Christian
ritual of that somewhat dramatic demonstration in front of the congregation
of being saved, and I think, played through the ritual to the degree of
convincing everyone he had been saved and pledged his Christianity.
Interestingly, the entire congregation no longer felt a need to focus their
prayer circle on him, nor did they give him any more of their focus.
Depending on how discomforting this situation is for you, it might be an
option to consider... and I almost hate to say it.
AS for the rest of my story,
My heart told me he was playing games and he continued to show up there, and
those red flags continued and I stopped going because it was very
discomforting. A month or so after this, this person began stalking me and it
forced me to move across the country where it continued a total of two years.
This is just trivia these days...
These types of invasions can be traumatic, whether it be physical stalking or
spiritual stalking, or home invasion by someone else's energy or otherwise,
it is an intrusion and a violation of your space. This idea is what creates
the concern or fear, and frankly it might be the fear itself that should be
what one should be concerned about. Perhaps thinking through just exactly
what kind of harm this activity you are experiencing can actually do to you
can erase this concern.
Perhaps telling the prayer circle that you can sense when they are praying
and focusing on you because you are already saved, however, someone in the
group is sending inappropriate energy and causing you distress? That you do
not appreciate the energy or the intrusion and you will do your own praying,
thank you very much? Perhaps a meeting with the Pastor about this, that he
can intervene and tell them to leave you alone?
I am only trying to think about options on your behalf, nothing more...
please do not be offended by any of these suggestions, any one... perhaps
someone will feel some resonance about one of these ideas I am saying...
When I was going through all that stress over my son's school and my mortgage
problems and child welfare, I went to the local metaphysical church and asked
for some assistance. A healer put me under a glass bowl of protection and I
felt relief right away... The outcome of those events were also fairly
positive.
Blessings,
Cat
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