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Recieved: 2001/06/06 10:41
Subject: Re: [K-list] holy spirit - kundalini / Collette - Cristopher
From: Mystclwon
On 2001/06/06 10:41, Mystclwon posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Anne Elizabeth - having read through your post below, I have a couple of
questions, (see edits below) but one thing that's coming through loud and
clear is that you need to relax and trust in your process. This about you
and your spiritual awakening and however well meaning your christian
neighbors might be, they can't possibly understand what you are experiencing.
Trust what is - listen to your inner voice and trust that God/ess will take
you through this in the best possible manner for you.
> I'm just confused about having so many awful feelings and reactions to me
in the mist of having such a wonder of spiritual awakening.<
What exactly are the awful feelings and reactions you're alluding to here?
> I feel air coming out of my mouth even when I'm talking sometimes.<
I experienced this also and truely wondered at it. I later attributed it to
the holy spirit breathing me... breathing new life into me.
> And then this extra breath is really wierd.. I also feel this buzzing going
around in my head like an electric trickle of some sort.<
The energy changes your going through are revitalizing and reworking your
cellular structure - just relax as best you can and go with it.
> Story:
> I'm wondering why my concept of kundalini and my christian neighbors
concept
> of the holy spirit is in conflict. They admittedly are practicing
"spiritual warefare" on > me.
In what ways is this spiritual warefare being practiced?
>I feel like my being is somehow negatively affecting the males in my very
christian >reformed community.
The nature of this energy is very strong and can be very sexual, will likely
attract males to you like a dog in heat. Is this what you're alluding to? I
can only suggest that you spend quite time alone, if possible in nature or an
area of your home that is peaceful and comforting.
> They see me as not having the holy spirit for some reason. I
> am finding it difficult to survive their aggression. They seem to be
having
> a great time trying to break my spirit.
People fear what they do not understand. Again, pay no mind to them and
listen to your inner voice. In a manner of speaking, you are being Christed
through this process. You might want to check out this link. I found the
information very comforting. <A HREF="http://www.sol.com.au/kor/kor_08.htm">
Knowledge of Reality -- Christ and the Kundalini</A>
>My neighbor is a missionary and shared this tid-bit of information with me.
She also said that only christians are saved.
God isn't trademarked ;)
>And that they had saved many Hindus while in India,
> where she said they turn teenage girls into prostitutes in the ashrams.
And what of the alter boys that are molested by priests in christian
churches?
> Is hetero sexuality based on the holy spirit? It seems that they have
sicked
> their boys and men on me with their holy spirit whack-offs day and night.
> Is ther goal to deplete my sexual energy so that I have no god-given
control
> over my own chakras. I would like some light to be given to me on this as
it
> is dibilitating and spiritually devastating to me.
> Has anybody ever heard of electrically doing this to a woman?
> I am trying to master my spiritual penis to fen them off.
I'm not sure exactly what your saying here.... can you expand on the above?
> These people don't see the love and light that I have. It seems that they
> see me as an alien or something.
They don't understand because they haven't experienced it. Don't try to
explain it as they will likely think you're going off the deep end. You
aren't, it's just that things of this nature can't be explained to someone
that doesn't have the capacity to understand - and that capacity is only born
of the experience itself.
> Thank God that I have friends and this list which I love!>
Amen to that.... Me too!
Love Colette
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