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Recieved: 2001/06/05 22:54
Subject: Re: [K-list] holy spirit - kundalini / Collette - Cristopher
From: Anne Elizabeth

Thank-you Collette, your message touches my heart having been raised Catholic also. Imo, I agree with your opinion.
I was writing this when I received your message. I'm just confused about having so many awful feelings and reactions to me in the mist of having such a wonder of spiritual awakening. The process that I have described below has caused my kundalini to go bizerk. I feel air coming out of my mouth even when I'm talking sometimes. And indescribable pressure in the back of my head. The other night as I was going to sleep I felt something pop into my fore head (spiritual eye) it looked like a ghost. And then this extra breath is really wierd.. I also feel this buzzing going around in my head like an electric trickle of some sort.

Story:
I'm wondering why my concept of kundalini and my christian neighbors concept of the holy spirit is in conflict. They admittedly are practicing "spiritual warefare" on me. I feel like my being is somehow negatively affecting the males in my very christian reformed community.(Their Dutch Wim! What's the deal with this.) They see me as not having the holy spirit for some reason. I am finding it difficult to survive their aggression. They seem to be having a great time trying to break my spirit. My neighbor is a missionary and shared this tid-bit of information with me. She also said that only christians are saved. And that they had saved many Hindus while in India, where she said they turn teenage girls into prostitutes in the ashrams.

Is hetero sexuality based on the holy spirit? It seems that they have sicked their boys and men on me with their holy spirit whack-offs day and night.
Is ther goal to deplete my sexual energy so that I have no god-given control over my own chakras. I would like some light to be given to me on this as it is dibilitating and spiritually devastating to me.
Has anybody ever heard of electrically doing this to a woman?
I am trying to master my spiritual penis to fen them off.

These people don't see the love and light that I have. It seems that they see me as an alien or something.
Thank God that I have friends and this list which I love!

Namaste
Anne Elizabeth

http://www.kundalini-gateway.org

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