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Recieved: 2001/05/29 14:35
Subject: [K-list] when demons come out ....
From: Hansjoerg
On 2001/05/29 14:35, Hansjoerg posted thus to the K-list:
.... life seems changing fast, from one second to the next, ....
and switching back again.
when demons come out, ...
the consciousness rises, that i am life and life is me.
when demons come out, i return to the light with shadows
seeing beside me.
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some thoughts to something which accompanies me since my start
of my "second" growing.
i am still wondering, why, ...
and there are times i get many answeres of many different questions i
ask my heaventhly friends, ....
during the first times of my practices of clearing, there was a
suddenly appearing inner voice, distrurbing me in my thoughts, words,
i formulated during meditation. in former days, i had a kind of
ritual practices with a kind of mantras, calling the conscious-
energies of masters and assisting beeings. there the demon
arrived, .... saying not very nice words to them, when i invoked
these energies by name. first i was very upset, .... then i started
to accept and smile to that thing.
sometimes, .... even now, in situations, where i learn and try to
react and feel with heart, he comes back. even now, when i am saying
good bye, hello or meeting particular people, he jumps into my
thoughts, and saying ugly words to them. but he is just in may
brain, ... at least so i think.
i am still wondering what that thing is, ....
i simply will call it a demon, ....
but what´s the origin? is it a resistance, ...
karmic pattern, beeing, ?
is it me?
i would be glad to get some response, ...
Love and harmony, ...
Hansjoerg
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