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Recieved: 2001/05/28 23:34
Subject: [K-list] The Human/Divine SELF Restoration Process
From: Wim Borsboom
On 2001/05/28 23:34, Wim Borsboom posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Stephan,
I wrote:
> >When this natural growth process in
> >the human is traumatized or disturbed
> >the Human/Divine SELF restoration process
> >kicks in. (Traditionally called Kundalini.)
You wrote:
> You slide a huge door here but didn't go into the hallway...
> What are you saying exactly?
> That the physical illness/disfunction of physical K
> are the symptoms of resistance ???
> Care to throw in more seeds now that you slide this door? :)
I am very happy about your question Stephan! Do you know that you are
the first one after all these years that I have been writing about this,
who actually asked for special elucidation on this approach? That is
very admirable and daring!
The answer that you suggest in your question is not exactly as you
state... but you will formulate that much better for yourself later.
Just as we have an inborn self-healing process for physical wounds (e.g.
when we incur flesh wounds or bruises or when our bones need to heal
from fractures.) so, by the same token, we have an inborn process that
heals us from creative (creative, procreative and recreative),
volitional (willpower), emotional, vocational (expression of our inner
voice and calling), mental and spiritual wounds or traumas.
That is a blanket statement that dawned on me without a doubt about 19
years ago.
I have purposely and personally done a very long experiment, where I
tried to destroy myself by living as traumatized and traumatizing as I
could (except for ending up molesting and killing and ending up in jail)
to find that healing mechanism and have it kick in. I knew it existed,
so I did not run a risk, but rather than the theoretical knowledge of
it, I wanted to see the healing process initiate itself and wanted to
ensure that it brought itself to a complete success all by itself. The
self destruction took me a long time (it took me13 years), we are
resilient, my God; the auto-therapy was way shorter (about 2.5 years). I
was surprised about the short restoration time, however intense it was
and however hard work it took.
For both processes, the destructive and reconstructive, I had asked
permission from my wife and son, although they cannot remember the
request for the self destructive part. This in retrospect was a good
thing, the destructive cycle may not have been as 'successful' as it
needed to be.
I gained way more from it though than I expected, as the self
re-originating process did not only clear up the personal harm I had
done myself during the self inflicted destructive period but it also
irreversibly cleared up traumas incurred in very early childhood,
subsequently sustained, later denied and eventually repressed in later
youth and early adulthood.
I'll leave it at this for now Stephan... you may glean the answer to
your question from what I just wrote. But please, when more questions
come up do not hesitate to ask...
That healing process, after I was already deeply immersed in it, I found
out to called Kundalini in the yoga tradition. I had read about it many
years ago (in the very early seventies but I had pretty well forgotten
all about it). It was the book by Yvonne Kason MD (A Farther Shore) that
made me see the correspondences between this self healing process,
Kundalini and informal yoga comparable to formalized 'Hata Yoga
Pradipika'.
I use the following terms for this process:
radical self healing
self reintegration
self reclamation
self reorigination
self restoration
autopathic healing
auto-holo-pathy
as distinct from allopathic or homeopathic healing practices.
I this enough of a seed?
Love, Wim
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
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