2001/05/21 21:02-Autumn Wild-[K-list] General K Symptoms

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Subject: [K-list] General K Symptoms
From: Autumn Wild

On 2001/05/21 21:02, Autumn Wild posted thus to the K-list:

Hi everyone,

Physcial Symtpoms related to K

   Naseua accompanied with dizzyness and feeling the cells in my body
vibrate (first couple of years, not had it for months now)
   Sensations at crown chakra
   Numbness through body
   Insomnia, increased brain activity and feeling buzzed
   Feel like the earth is moving like a giant wave under my feet
(occasional)
   Opening of chakras
   Buzzing and sometimes roaring sound in my ears/head
   Hot flashes and occasional cold freezes
   Increased heart rate/vibration in heart, sometimes my solar plexus
chakra feels like it has a heartbeat too; it pulses
   Electricity through body
   Muscle spasms (mild)
   Too much caffiene can increase symptoms
   Waking up and being paralysed or not wanting to move head
because it feels full of energy
   Pleasurable sensations through energy centres

Mental Symptoms

   Feeling disorientated/slightly confused
   Unable to mentally focus
   Short term memory loss
   Emotional purge, was aware of going through stages (conscious,
then sub-conscious , then un-concscious material)
   Sometimes feel raw, vulnerable, too open
   Much more real and honest with self and others

Spiritual Symptoms

   Realized that my conditioning / self-concepts I had about myself
weren't real
   Experienced the 'source of power' - I had no concept of where
this energy was, ie. outside of me or inside of me. It just was and
there was nothing else. The power of it was HUGE , off the scale
couldn't give it a rating.
   Started to have an 'inner-body' experience. I had the sensation
of moving inside of my body and going downwards, I got scared and
immediately was pulled out of the experience.
   Increased empathy
   Feelings of peace, love,
   Occasionally seeing glimpses of auras and energy beings

Thankfully the above mentioned doesn't happen all at once! I seem
to have periods of quiet and then increased activity. Some of these
experiences are one-offs, some were symptoms at the start of K and I
no longer have, only to have been replaced by new ones. The list
seems long but I feel blessed that my experience has actually been
fairly gradual and gentle in comparison to some stories I have
heard. I have noticed that my symptoms have become gentlier since I
stopped focussing on the process itself so much. Our energy goes
where our focus goes.

Love and blessings,

Autumn

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To: K-list Recieved: 2001/05/21 21:02 Subject: [K-list] General K Symptoms From: Autumn Wild

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Recieved: 2001/05/21 21:02
Subject: [K-list] General K Symptoms
From: Autumn Wild