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Recieved: 2001/05/17 05:55
Subject: [K-list] gender specific
From: Nina Murrell-Kisner
On 2001/05/17 05:55, Nina Murrell-Kisner posted thus to the K-list:
-----Original Message-----
From: Nina Murrell-Kisner [mailto:murrkisATnospammindspring.com]
Sent: Thursday, May 17, 2001 8:52 AM
To: 'wrmspiritATnospamaol.com'
Subject: RE: [K-list] The Zen of Defecating Ducks
-----Original Message-----
From: wrmspiritATnospamaol.com [mailto:wrmspiritATnospamaol.com]
Sent: Thursday, May 17, 2001 8:35 AM
To: K-list
Subject: Re: [K-list] The Zen of Defecating Ducks
In a message dated 05/16/2001 11:00:47 PM Pacific Daylight Time,
mystressATnospamfire-serpent.com writes:
<< I AM doesn't give a flying fuck what we call it, it is nameless,
so
why
should you care? >>
I care for the many who come to this list searching for some kind of
message
that has resonance to the experience they are having as the energy rises
within them....It is inconsiderate to expect anyone in a male body to
address
this energy within as goddess...just as it was inconsiderate to expect
anyone
in a female body to address the energy as the male god...
--
It is inconsiderate to expect anyone in a female body to address the
energy as the male god?
So, even when this energy feels masculine, motivates my masculinity, and
may be imagined as masculine, I will certainly, in the future, address
Him has Her. :)
And what about my hermaphrodite energy? My androgynous energy?
Is it a double inconsideration to free wheelingly get mixed up in
gender? I mean, what if one morning I wake up and what I had been seeing
as male just wants to be female? Or maybe I feel like they both happen
at once? Or maybe not at all. Oh, I'm so confused...
Oh, and here's another question: why in the world do I need to address
anything? Had a therapist tell me I needed to name a certain energy.
Frankly, that energy was perfectly happy without a name. As soon as I
named it, so that he could refer to it, it took on gender, it took on
form (gender and form that didn't come from it... rather, from his
preconceptions of what it should have been)... -it- -wasn't- anymore.
Still not getting any less confused...
Apparently, I need an entire outlook reconfiguration.
Very considerately yours,
Nina
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