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Recieved: 2001/05/16 14:43
Subject: [K-list] Who is looking through your eyes .. (and removing symbols)
From: Christopher Wynter
On 2001/05/16 14:43, Christopher Wynter posted thus to the K-list:
This is a description of a process which I put myself through
which enabled me to see and identify a whole lot of symbols
in my own aura. If you chose to try this for yourself, please
be aware of the possibility that it can bring a lot of unresolved
emotional conflicts to the surface ..
cw
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WARNING -
This information is being posted as part of a process
I went through over a period of 6 months, which assisted
me to identify a number of the people who were looking
through my eyes.
It can be quite emotionally cathartic, and I am describing
the procedure that I used .. not recommending that any
of this list should try it for themselves.
It did assist me in resolving a lot of inner conflicts ..
and enabled me to identify and remove all of the
symbols and past allegiances from my energetic field
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In a slightly altered state of consciousness, it is possible to
see a transfiguration in your own physical appearance
as the images of the layers of personas within your body
show themselves.
They come in order of dominance, according to who is ruling
at the moment.
As I followed this process as a compassionate observer,
I was able to address the personas of each image as it
appeared and carry out a conversation with it .. thus
enabling the resolution of a lot of the issues I had with that
personality .. and even genetic ancestor.
Quite often I found intense emotion was involved in the
interchange .. and many times, I was unable to hold the
process for more than a few moments. However, I kept
returning to it .. and, in the long run, it assisted a lot in my
understanding of the dynamics of my inner relationships.
I also, at times, used the writing exercise to allow the
"image" that appeared to write uncensored through my
hand .. and this also assisted.
In some cases, I was able to absorb the "personal"
totally within my self .. on other occasions, it wanted to
be released from my body and I was able to breathe it out.
There was no rule here .. just compassion for the "person"
or "being" or "persona" that appeared .. to find out what it
wanted and assist it with its own conflict resolution.
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WARNING .. some of the images that appeared .. some of the
transfigurations that occurred carried with them some very
strong emotion, and the process required a lot of will power
at times to maintain the focus.
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What I did was sat comfortably in a chair, in a closed and
darkened room .. at night with all of the lights out.
In front of me was a full length mirror in which I could see
my whole reflection.
I sat close enough to the mirror .. 2 to 3 feet away .. so that
I could focus my intent on the third eye of my reflection ..
a point between the eyes and about 1 inch above the line of
the eyebrows.
The light I used to see this reflection was a single candle
which I held between the palms of both hands so that the
level of the flame was just below my chin and about 6 inches
in front of the line of my face.
(an office type chair with arm rests provided support for
my elbows, and a couple of pillows helped keep my
posture firmly in the chair)
The focus as with both eyes open .. and concentrating on
a slow stable breathing rhythm.
I practiced this regularly every night .. sometimes for several
hours .. for about 6 months .. and I sometimes still do it
just to check.
Experience has shown that, eventually when there is no
persona, personality or entity left unresolved, the image
in the mirror which you are familiar with as yourself will
totally become transparent and you will see an empty chair.
I often experienced this in the early stages also .. but
I feel this was only as a reminder of what was possible.
Just a sharing for what its worth ..
but it helped me actually confirm by seeing what I
intuitively knew
cw
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