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To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/05/11 10:31
Subject: Re: [K-list] empaths
From: Paul Perner

On 2001/05/11 10:31, Paul Perner posted thus to the K-list:

Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:

> (snip).............
> Well, three days later I was apologizing to Goddess for my arrogance,
> and begging for mercy, to have the timeline extended. That month was like
> one long bad acid trip, hanging onto my sanity with a thread of faith and
> experiencing various illnesses as my body cleansed itself of any remaining
> speck of karmic junk.
> ............

I'm going through something like this right now. I was involved in a big
awful, ugly scene at work and yesterday a caught myself involving others
by trying to validate my side of the story. But there's more to it.
Things in the past... fears and insecurities are surfacing... I cried a
lot yesterday. I'm feeling better now... but the ride is not over.

> When I came out of it, I was ascended. The blissful detached awareness
> you describe, silent mind, stuff not sticking. Casual miracles, large and
> small, mysterious fragrances of roses, sandalwood and bananas..

I have faith that my garden will bloom again. Thank you Mystress, for
the sneak preview.

> Last weekend I celebrated Beltane........

The memory of last weeks festivities makes me feel better. Actually, it
was awesome and has I write this I feel a wave of joy. It's been spring
for
a while... I guess I'm a late bloomer.

> ..........
> Yet.. I know all this stuff is not my own. I cleared all of my own
> karma, I ascended and then I fell from grace.. and now this is stuff that
> has become mine, because it is stuck in me.. Mind you, that attitude does
> not help much.. Resistance is futile, I want to be assimilated.
> Goddess take it.. take me. Take me home.
> Blessings..
>
Take me, too.

Thank you for your wonderful post.

Paul



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